So here i am ! getting ready for school ...i hate school ..not just because of teachers and students it's also because every time i pass beside his class room or the places that he used love chill on it ..it's hurt , it's been 4 months sens he " disappeared" , i remember when i first found out that he " run away " and no one knows where he's is
*flashback*
" what do you mean ? " i cried at ashely's old face (( justin's mom ))
" he's not here " she said with a low voice
" whe...where ...where's Justin now "
" i don't know "
i was quiet for a moment
and then this happen
" he was crying all the way to your house and all the way back "
she shock me ...he was crying
well he tell me he kill his own child ...but what if he was crying because ...he have to leave me
i'm so stupid ...he choose to live
i couldn't stop myself but cry ..i broke down in front of her
i know that i wasn't good enough , i known that i wasn't worth that much ..i'm sorry cause i was the girl that nobody want , maybe he hates me it's okay case i hate me more
" Salma are you okay honey ? please breathe slowly ok1..2..3 breathe .."
And then ....Nothing . just darckness .
I open my eyes in a hospital room . and then i hear voices Behind the door
" did he call you " justin's mom said ..well i know her voice very well so ..
" No " i kown that voice ..
" oh god ...where's he ."
" it's hard for salma to believe that her perfect boyfriend runaway , if she only stay with me "
" Jay that's not the right time to talk about you and salma she get over you, you get over her ,she love somebody else so stop the drama please !! "
yep , jay is my ex boyfriend and he's also justin's friend
" okay , alright "
* the end of the flashback*
* In school *
" Hello !! " kendall said trying to get my attention
" yeah ?? "
" like i was saying ...there's a new boy coming to our school " she said in a realllllly happy voice
" So ?? "
" Oh salma !! are you crazy ?? you're the most beautiful girl in this school you can get any boy you want !! so ...new body means a new relationship "
"i dont want a new relationship ...just yet "
" come on salma you have to be happy "
i wasn't ..maybe i couldn't .be happy
" i am ..i'm happy "
" oh ! that's why you cry yourself to sleep !! open your eyes salma , you tell me i have to be strong and face the reality !! idon't know you anymore !!"
"listen kendall .am having a really bad time and i can't be happy just yet !! it's hard for me to believe "
" then believe ..he leave you . okay he choose to live you ..i don't know hat happen between both of you but .." i cut her and i yelled ...so loud
" YOU HAVE NO IDEA HOW I FEEL , YOU WILL NEVER KNOW "
she look at me
and then she turn around and she walked... so fast
i did the same not going after her but going to my class
then...
" hey !! wait up !! stop " a voice call after me
i turn around to found one of the most sexiest boys on earth
blue eyes , dark hair , taller than me ...he's HOT
" Can i help you " i tell him
" hi !! am new here !! and am lost !! can you help me please "
OMG !! he's the new boy
" Yeah sure i'll show you our "horrible" school "
" well , if there's people like you here !! then it's perfect "
i smiled ..
i smiled ...i just smiled ..OMG i forgot this feeling ..i wanna smile again , how cool is that
after i show him the school he ask me to haugh out with him on Sunday i said "yes" of course
he was sweet i smiled like 10 times when i was around him , Wow
Hi guys !! i hope you like this horrible book so far ! well if you like it please vote and comment what you dislike about the book
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Teen Fiction“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up.”
