Somebody speak to me , cause i'm feeling like hell
Here i am , feels like the walls closing in ...once again , it's time to face it and be strong
i wanna do the right thing now , i know it up to me somehow , i've lost my way but i'm gonna find it
no i've got to try to turn it all around and figure out how to fix this i know there's a way so i promise
am gonna clan up the mess i made ,it's NOT too late soi'll take a stand even though it's complicated
i never meant to let them all down ...my friend , my family , myself , if i could take back , i would now
- There's a girl in the window , tears rolling down her face ...That was me two days ago
Dear Justin ,
Who you think you are , leaving me
you've gone too far ,Don't came back to me saying you're sorry , dont' think that i can't take car of myself
you'll be sorry , i was your girl , i was afraid of forget ending up losing myself , i got hurt , i was stuck in yesterday
Guess what Justin , i don't care !! i don't care about you, about us, about the past
Surprising ? Not really ...Fuck you !
- The new me
Anxiety, Depression, and Panic Attack Disorder has taken a huge toll on my life. I started avoiding everything to the point where I could not even leave my room to go to the grocery store. I missed out on so many different things such as my senior prom and I decided I need to make a change! I don't want to look back on my life regretting all the things I didn't do. I have so many goals and so many things I want to do that it is time to take the first step and start saying yes to more things and become more social again .
Okay , i should start NOW , i took my phone and call my best friend Kendall ...
" Uh , Hello ? " wow that wasn't the BEST welcome
" Hello ? best friend !! what you didn't miss me ? well , that's hurt a little "
" S-salma ..OMG , YOU'RE BACK OMG OMG ..FINALLY AHHHHHH ? I MISS THE OLD YOU ? WELCOME BACK SUNSHINE " she screamed ..Wow she miss the old me
" Well , I'm back ...Stronger the ever"
" That's my girl ..But how ? "
" The past is in the past right ? "
" Ha-ha , Guess what ? i'm coming to visit you in the weekends "
" AHHHHHHHHHHHHH...I'm waiting "
" ha ha , i can't wait to see you , good bay "
"Good bay " i hang up , she was right ..i'm back
i was exited ...i have to talk to my mum and dad we haven't made a REAL conversation sens ...6 months maybe ..What !!
" Mum ..Mum!! where are you ?? " i called
" right here in the kitchen "
" Hi , Mum What's up ? " she look at me like i just tell her that i'm pregnant , she didn't answer me she just keep staring at me
" Mum are you okay ? " she start crying ..i was in shoked she came on to me and pull me to a hug
" sweet heart , are you okay now ? can i get you something to drink ? " she asked
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Just you and me
Подростковая литература“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up.”
