Forty two ☾

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Two weeks past without any signs of Ethan. His clothes were gone, his room looked like no one had ever slept in it, and he was just completely gone. Believe me when I say I called and I texted because I did many times.. but after a while I stopped. Gray said he left without saying anything.

He left me. He left me when I needed him the most, when his family needed him the most. He left, when he needed us the most. Gone was the only word that came to my head every time I thought of him.

I decided to finally get up and get dressed because I realized lately things have been crazy. School? Haven't been there in a while, I've been doing my school online recently due to it being more convenient.

After scheduling Lisa's funeral, sleeping, lots and lots of crying, I decided to go and work at Sal's. I missed the old guy. He always makes me feel better, and I'm counting on his powers to make me happy today and take my mind off of Ethan being gone for at least a little while.

Ethan. My brains doing it again. Here we go.. time for my brain to torture me by picturing Ethan's smile, and hear his intoxicating laugh as I tell him my corny jokes; that no one else laughs at.

I sighed shaking my head and picked up my dress that I dropped. I put on a white long sleeve shirt and on top a blush pink button up dress. I curled my hair, French braiding the top putting the braids into pig tails and putting small white silk bows on top. I put on my blush pink vans, and finally grabbed my phone and purse heading out of my room.

I paused in the hallway to do what I've been doing twice a day.

Me- I love you handsome, I hope you're safe.

I pressed send hoping that he would at least read it. I stopped begging him to tell me where he is so I could be there for him when he called and the only word he said was 'stop' and proceeded to hang up. My heart broke a little after that but I won't give up on him; I like to believe he wouldn't on me.

I sniffled not knowing my eyes watered until a small tear rolled down my cheek, thank goodness I don't wear mascara or I would look like a raccoon. I walked down the steps seeing Nick and Gray playing video games on the couch.

Gray has been over every day since Lisa's passing. He's been looking for Ethan, and has Simon tracking him down, but I told him that he needs to take a break for once since he hasn't slept in almost thirty hours. I kissed Nick's cheek and hugged gray telling them where I would be.

Apparently Max was at Mikey's house and would be home later, so I headed out closing the door, and let the sun soak into my skin.

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