I feel gold threads bind me like snakes.
I hear a whisper in my ear,
People rely on you.
You can't let them down.
Keep smiling.
Laugh when needed.
Always hide your frowns.
You live by these rules, but have they seen your true self?
"No-" I fight weakly, trying to pull away, but even as I speak I know it's no good anyway.
You care about everyone.
But why?
They never try to help you.
Never ask how you feel.
I give up, slumping down as my faults are played in my mind.
Irrational.
Too spontaneous.
Unsafe.
Pathetic.
He's going to die some day because of you.
Why not end it before that happens?
The flowers are wilting.
Time's running out.
So, for this last moment,
Let go of all the doubt.
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Darkness {A Sanders Sides Fanfiction}
Fanfiction🚨WARNING🚨 attempted suicide. If this triggers you or makes you uncomfortable do not read. Life hasn't always been easy for the Sides, but after an especially rough interaction they are left in a place only one person can pull them out of. This i...
