body as a foe: she kills me

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why
do you stare at me
like that

skin crawling
beetle legs
skittering

my voice vibrates
with the ugly cadence of
cicadas

i don't want you
i don't want you
eye bags
hands that tremble
a temper that makes
ares tumble
stupid stupid grin
i would eradicate you if i could

would purge my body
of your toxins
with more and more toxins

the other day
i looked up how many pills it would take

and then closed the tab

her attempts to flee
have swayed me
once again

a/n: damn.

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