The nanny• Kim Namjoon

Chapter 5

Diana couldn't sleep. She'd toss and turn in bed , she'd lay upside down with her legs on the wall she'll look out the window, she'd sit on the ground or she'd talk to the wall about its favourite colour, she hadn't been this restless since her last period cause it pained as hell and she had no choice but to roll and bite her pillow.

Jimin on the other hand cried himself to sleep. He felt awfully guilty for what he had done. Whenever he was stressed, anxious or guilty he'd become pessimistic and it would get out of control especially if his thoughts were about Diana because he could lose her any second now.

"I used to have alternating favourite colours. I'd go according to the colour of taehyung's hair since that freak does the gayest shit all the time, dye his hair that is" Diana chuckled as she spoke to the blue wall in front of her. when her laughter died down, she sighed, realizing how crazy she looks. She looked around her room and suddenly thought of her sister and her mother.

Every time she thought about them, she'd become an emotional mess because of how much they've been through and she got away. Even though she's been abused and sexually interfered with, she still felt bad for her sister and her mother, she'd rather them be in her situation and she'd been in theirs.

She speaks to them 3 times a month and its been 2 months since she last spoke to them, she refused to believe that they were dead or seriously injured but the truth was that her mother is in the hospital and she told Mrs park not to tell Diana anything.

Diana's back started to ache in the position she was sitting in and she decided to stand up. She tasted the salty tears that she didn't know where falling so she just cried for reasons unknown to her. her shoulders dropped and shook as she sobbed pathetically, not even being conscience of the loud annoying sobs she produced.

Jimin had woken up by now, and he was having an inner battle, he didn't know if he should go back to sleep or go over to her room. Diana started wailing and Jimin started to panic. It was almost as if his body has a mind of its own as it got off his bed and began moving towards her room.

Jimin stood behind her door and peaked through the crease. He saw Diana gripping and pulling her sheet as her head flew back and she wailed. Why was she crying so much? Jimin didn't know. Diana threw herself on the floor and began crying even more. As If it was an instinct he ran into her room and crouched next her.

"Diana" Jimin said as a way of calming her down but Diana turned to him and started hitting him. "its your fault, you did it, I hate you" Diana cried repeatedly as she slapped and kicked Jimin. He just sat there and allowed her to do whatever she wanted while he tried to wrap his arms around her. this went on until Diana fell asleep on him. She'd threw her body on him and intertwined her fingers with his. "I'm sorry" she hiccupped then slowly fell asleep on him. Jimin couldn't move so they both slept on the floor of her bedroom.

The next morning, Mr and Mrs park stood in Diana's bedroom as they watched how they cuddled each other. "do you think we should wake them up?" Mrs park asked but her husband shook his head and dragged her out of the room.

Jimin was the first to wake up with a stinging headache. He absentmindedly pushed Diana off him which caused her to wake up. "ah fuck" he cursed as he rubbed his temples. Diana rubbed her eyes then stared at Jimin blankly. His face was scratched all over, his lips busted, and eyes were puffy.

Jimin didn't bother to make eye contact with her, he just got up and left her room. Diana sat on the floor, biting her nails as she tried to gather the strength to tell him that she was sorry.

Jimin looked at himself in the mirror and furrowed his eyebrows. He knew that Diana thought of her mother and sister because of the way she reacted and lashed out. Jimin always ended being the person to be bruised in the end of her outburst and he didn't mind.

He rubbed ointment on his scratches and wiped the lip off his busted bottom lip that was slightly swollen. Diana walked into the bathroom and as soon as she spotted Jimin she turned around and was about to walk out when Jimin started speaking and caused her to halt and silently cursed.

"hey, its okay" Jimin said and turned to her. Diana turned around and walked up to him. "I'm sure your mother and sister are alright" Jimin said assuredly and puled in for a hug. Diana cautiously wrapped her arms around him, and he kiss the crown of her head. "I'm sorry for calling you a liability" he apologized causing Diana to pull away. "its alright, ill get a job though" she smiled.

Jimin took a shower while Diana bath in the bathtub. They spoke all types of nonsense to each other while Mr park listened from behind the door. He couldn't understand why the best friends where bathing together and he didn't want to believe that they were doing naughty things.

Jimin and Diana snuck out through the back door hand in hand to go to Jungkook's house as way to avoid any questioning from mr and mrs park.

After a long but much needed walk, they arrived to Jungkook's house, but it didn't go unnoticed that taehyung's car was parked outside by diana.

Jimin knocked the door which caused taehyung to push Jungkook off his lap. "ow!" Jungkook cried and rubbed his naked ass. "someone is knocking" taehyung stated as he started putting on his clothes hurriedly. He left Jungkook on the floor sulking and went to open the door.

"hey Jun- taehyung? What are doing here?" Jimin asked surprised but taehyung didn't bulged as he kissed Diana's cheek and walked hurriedly to his car. Once again, it didn't go unnoticed to Diana that taehyung had fresh hickeys on his neck. Something was going on between Jungkook and him. But she didn't want to pry.

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