OCD// a.g - t.a

5

August 13

i am homeschooled now. i don't leave my house at all anymore, everyday people at school would call me scrubber girl, and tell me to drink bleach so i could clean my insides. i think i am seriously considering it.

my mum and dad haven't touched me in weeks, they aren't clean, and I can't be dirty so they aren't aloud to hug me anymore.

the cuts on my arms are clean though I spent an hour yesterday cleaning my wrists with a cotton swab and rubbing alcohol.

we got a notice from the city this morning, saying that if we don't cut down our water usage they would be forced to turn it off. that sent me into full fledged panic mode i spent the rest of the day crying in my room thinking about living without showers or sinks.