A Wifes Cry of Intimate Pain

Chapter 2

CHAPTER 2

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I wake up with heavy head,.siguro dahil sa kakaiyak ko. If you will ask me where is Ace then my answer is I dont know. After he walks out with his France he never came back, and I'm starting to get worried. Kahit ganun sya ay mahal ko pa rin sya. Yes I love him ever since the day I first meet him. Love at first sight? Well maybe?

I will never forget the day I laid my eyes on him. I just cant get off him, I want to see him everyday. My day is not complete without seeing him.

And then I start stalking him. I know all of his schedules. Until one day nabalitaan kong may fiancee na daw sya I got depressed kaya naglasing ako. Yeah ganyan ako ka obsessed sa kanya.

Everthing went on a blur maybe because I was so drunk by that time. Halos wala na nga akong makita dun, basta ang alam ko I dance wildly at the dance floor.

And then someone grab me and kiss me torridly and then he talk dirty things with me. And maybe because I was so drunk that time, I find our topic funny at hindi kabastusan. Iba nga naman ang nagagawa ng alak.

The next day I wake up with a throbbing headache, maybe hangover. But when I realize that I am not in my room, I immediately  got panic. I almost scream, but I stop my self when I realize who is with me.

And for Christ sake were both naked in the same bed, with a little blood in the bed sheet. I want to run away but when Im about to move the thing between my tighs get hurt.

One thing I realize, we did it. We have s*x for Gods sake, he got my v card. Im must be crying right now right? But why I cant? I feel so happy,that hes the one who got me first.

Moments have passed and finally he wake up. As expected, he got shock but then he replace it with a cold expression and he said " lets forget what happened its just a one night stand"

I get hurt by what he said. I immediately change my clothes and run
out of his condo unit. What the h*ll! I'm not that kind of woman hindi ako kaladkaring babae.

I get mad to him but three weeks after what happened to us, I feel sudden changes from my body. Im being so much sensitive , Im being emotional.

I decided to go to the doctor for check up. And there the doctor said its natural to a pregnant woman. I got shock not knowing what to do. But one thing is on my mind, I need to give my child a complete family.

I immediately came to Ace's condo unit, but hes not there. Maybe hes in their house. So I also came to their mansion, and what  I thought isn't wrong. He is there with her girl.

I ask him to talk with me alone, and then he agreed. But when I told him that Im pregnant and hes the father, he calmly answered. "Its simple, abort that child"

His mother heard what he said. Kaya pinakasal nya kami ni Ace. Sya na ang umasikaso sa lahat.

And then here we are now, we were married but unhappy.

Nagising naman ako sa aking pagiisip nang may bumusinang kotse kaya agad agad akong bumaba. Baka kasi si Ace na ang dumating.

Pagbukas ko ng gate ay hindi nga ako nagkakamali kotse ni Ace ang bumungad sakin. Pinarada na nya ang kotse at agad pumasok sa bahay.

'hindi man lang bumati' ang munting bulong ng aking isip.

Nagluto na lang ako, gusto kong simulan ang pagiging mabuting asawa sa kanya. Matapos kong magluto ay tinawag ko na sya ngunit ng walang sumagot ay napagpasyahan kong puntahan sya sa kwarto namin. Only to find out my things on the floor.

"What have you done?" I calmly ask.

"Who told you that we were going to sleep in the same room?" pasigaw niyang tanong natakot ako pero di ko pinahalata.

"Were married Ace, its normal to a married couple to sleep in the same room Ace." I answer almost in a verge of crying.