A Wifes Cry of Intimate Pain

Chapter 33

Chapter 33

Jelene's POV

"Mrs. Tollentino." Sabi pa nito sabay harap sa akin.

"Sir are you refering to me?" I pretend not to know what does he mean.

"Cut the crap Jelene, you are already married." He said with his authorative voice.

"With whom? The last time I check I'm still a miss."

"With me, now stop pretending."

"Were not married." I answered honestly.

"That's bulshit, you're lying all of these years to Ryker."

"No I'm not, I never lied to him."

"Stop lying!" He shouted in frustration.

"I'm not, you wont believe if I'll tell you this."

"Cut the crap and go straight to the point."

"Were not married, we never did."

"Make it clear Jelene. We both know that were married, you walk down with that isle---"

"We never sign anything remember? There's no papers we sign to prove our marriage, your mom knows you so well that is why she did that. It's all her plan, she already know that sooner you will leave so she never legalize our marriage. The wedding was just a show so that I wont be bash by those people around me. Your mother is smart and I salute her. Look at us now, after you left she tell me everything. At first it makes my heart break even more cause my least chance lost, by that time I was still hoping that you'll comeback. But then later on I realize that what she did was right and its good, so that there won't be hastles. And that explains all." I explained.

Akala ko kapag dumating ang araw na to iiyak pa ako, na hindi ko kakayaning sabihin sa kanya ang lahat. Akala ko masasaktan pa ako sa thought na wala naman talagang naguugnay saaming dalawa. Pero hindi, sinabi ko yun sa kanya ng deretsahan, and there is no pain inside me. Napangiti ako, I finally believe that I already moved on and ito ang proof non.

"No, y-you y-ou are l-lying." He stuttered

"No I'm not."

"Si Ryker bat mo siya pinatulan, alam kong alam mo na magkapatid kami. Bakit ha Jelene?" He is mad, I know it. Hindi niya siguro matangap na si Ryker ang kasama ko ngayon.

"Honestly Ryker and I are not in a relationship." I answered, and he sigh in relief? I wasnt sure, why would he do that right? He already have France.

"But your parents know that he likes me? Love? Basta, alam ng parents mo and they agreed, na ligawan ako ni Ryker. They keep pursuing me to say yes to Ryker but I always refuse. Gusto ko kasing masiguro muna na wala na akong nararamdaman para sayo. And now, talking to you without any emotions at all is enough proof that I already moved on."

"No you are not, its impossible." He denied.

"Ano bang imposible doon Ace? Ang pagkamove on ko sa nararamdaman ko para sayo?" Medyo natawa pa ako ng sabihin ko ang mga katagang iyon.

"Ace naman, ganun ba talaga ang tingin mo sakin? Look Ace, hindi na ako ang Jelene na nakilala mo, yung Jelene na puro ikaw lang ang inatupag wala na siya, binaon ko na siya sa limot. Hindi na ako yung Jelene na mahal na mahal ka, yung Jelene na head over heels in love sayo wala na siya. Kaya kung ako sayo kakalimutan mo na rin siya." Paliwanag ko, mabuti rin yung alam niya.

Hindi naman ako umaasang bumalik siya para sakin, Siguro nga ay masaya na siya ngayon sa buhay niya. At may sarili ng pamilya kasama ang babaeng mahal niya at hindi ako yun at kailan man hindi magiging ako yun.

Wala rin naman akong planong ipakilala siya sa anak ko di dahil galit ako sa kanya kundi dahil ayokong umasa ang anak ko na makasama ang daddy niya. Hindi iyon maaari, ayokong masaktan ang anak ko, bata pa siya kaya saka ko na lamang siguro ipaiintidi sa kanya ang lahat kung malaki na siya. Sa nakikita ko, masaya naman siya kay Ryker anak rin naman kasi ang turing ni Ryker sa kanya.

"My son, how is he?" He asked suddenly asked.

"He is fine, definitely good." I answered.

"Can I see him?"

"No." I answered without any hesitation."You can't magiging magulo lang ang lahat." I continued.

"Bakit magiging magulo Jelene? Wala naman sigurong masama kung makikilala ng bata ang ama niya which is ako yun."

"He is contented with Ryker. Ryker treat him as his own son, and my son well he see Ryker as his father. I always tell him stories about you at first cause I want him to know, and I want to remind him that Ryker is not his father but he always ended up crying. Saying that there is no man he could treat as father in this world, but Ryker. That time, I stop reminding him about you, naisip ko rin kasi na baka masaktan lang rin siya kagaya ng naramdaman ko noon, alam ko naman kasi kung sino ang pipiliin mo at hindi kami yun. He looks happy without you and he don't need you at all, now if you show up in front of him and tell him that you are his father, I'm afraid that he might despise you." I explained, I want him to understand. Ayokong maging kagaya niya na nangiiwan lang sa ere na wala man lang eksplinasyon.

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Owwwww yeahhh ayan na.... hindi sila real na mag-asawa hahhahaa patay ka Ace ang liit na lang ng chance mo para makuha ulit si Jelene...

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