Meant To Be

Chapter 35- Wanting each other

Ashton's POV

"I should probably be heading home. It is getting late" she whispered nervously under my intense stares as I undress her with my eyes.

"El, can you stay a little longer, I will drop you home," I said clicking the door she has opened back and advanced toward her. I can't let her off this time. It was enough torture working with her and pretending I didn't want more from her. Day by day I find myself attracted to her more and more and I can't control it now. I know I am into her, but I'm not sure whether I like her because I haven't slept with her yet or because l like her. But whichever one it is, I can't tell her. At least not yet. I don't want to scare her off.

After Tiana I haven't really been a good guy, I became a player because it helped or so I thought. But with her, I want something more than a one-night stand or just sex but I don't know how to go about that. I'm not even sure she trusts me that much. Yeah, she did trust me enough to share her darkest secret about her past and her fears of people leaving her but this was different. I am her boss. Though that has never stopped me before with her I don't want to be a player in her eyes.

I have has bits and pieces of her but now I want the 'full package' I kissed her under the pretends of stress or alcohol.

My mind snaps to our recent kiss at the party. She tasted heavenly with a familiar feeling chirping into me. I was happy and sad at the same time. Happy that I got to feel that way after years. I haven't felt that way since Tiana and sad because I was scared of what would happen. I allowed the fear to overshadowed me but not again, because I know I just want her, I need her! And I would give it a chance. I would give whatever this is a chance and see what happens.

With that conclusion in my mind, I took a perfect look at her body, drinking her in. I advance toward her slowly and she steps backward away from me. She continued to move until the next step she took landed her softly on my bed. Just where I needed her to be. I thought hovering over her.

"Ashton?" she breathes in her tiny voice with an eyebrow raised.

I hope this answers her question.

I thought silencing her the best way I could, by snaring my lips to hers.

What was I supposed to do? I did the only thing that came to my mind and that was Kissing the hell out of her. I kissed her intensely making sure it convene what I was feeling right now, the feeling of want. I wanted her, I wanted her so much that I think something would go wrong if she turns me down. To my surprise she responded to the kiss, kissing back with equal desire. I was beyond happy because this action of hers meant that she also wanted me as much as I wanted her and it was okay to continue with what I've started.

In a flash, her clothes were gone leaving her in only a pink bra. She stared nervously at my chest And that was my clue to remove my shirt. I watch her eyes spark from my chest to abs and I sense my down there beginning to bulge. she digs her nails into my hair, a gesture that massively turns me on, whiles the other hand explored my chest. I could hear the loud pounding of her heart as I am concomitantly aware of my own heart which was about to explode any moment.

She trails her hand from my chest downward, slowly and almost unconsciously. If not for her blazing eyes staring at me with emotions I couldn't make out, I would have sworn she didn't know what that small hand of hers was doing. It trails to my v-line with her little finger almost touching my shaft. A lustful moan escaping my lips as the hungry tiger stood up as if on command and...

"Ash" she mews my name. I barely heard it. It came out sexy making me even more hard "- be gentle with me" she added taking me to cloud nine.

A/N
Don't kill me just yet! I'm not a fan of writing sex scenes so just assume they had very steamy sex.

I'm also sorry for the forever update. I had Ramadan and exams and you know the two don't meet, you understand right? and adding Wattpad just wasn't right, but now everything is done, Ramadan, exams, all done with, meaning more Wattpad which equals more updates. Yeaaaaa

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