Where There Is Love .... There Is Life

Chapter Thirty

Me and Jordon didn't come to agreement so I walked away and I told
him if he wants me back then be here for dinner so we can talk
more it needs sorting out and I need to know where we both stand.

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I am now at the shop with Kay and koko.

I can see Batman and Tinkerbell a sleep on there beds.

"Your back how did the talk go" Kay asks

"It just kept going round in circles was passing me of f to be honest" I say
rubbing my forehead with my hand.

I got a feeling that he's going to ask for a divorce and that's killing me why don't he
want children for I say to my self.

Kay gives me a hug then we both go into the lobby which is quiet.

"How did it go" koko asks

"I'll let Kay tell you later hun" I say as I don't have it in me to repeat my self.

I got a message from Jordon my heart is racing.

Jordon:I'll bring us something to eat is there anything you can't eat. X

Me: nuts, eggs,high mercury fish,caffeine,raw/uncooked meat,unwashed produces , raw sprouts,
unpasteurized milk cheese and fruit juice and alcohol. X

I asked Kay to do that one as I can't be arsed to find the paper work for what I can and what
i cant have.

"Thats got to be a good thing isn't it"I ask koko and Kay

"I would say so " koko says

"Well I know it's little things but putting a kiss and asking what you can eat as he
don't want children it's hard to say as I wouldn't of though would of asked you to
get rid of your children in the first place" Kay says

I just give Kay and koko a Nov and then I crack on with work.

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I'm out side the bungalow this is it I'm either leaving with my husband or its divorce
papers coming though the door.

"Hello" I shout as I walk though the front door.

"I'll bring our dinner in just warming it though" Jordon shouts as I make my
way to the kitchen

"Okay" I say to him

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Me and Jordon has eaten now we have to talk about us all.

"I'm still not getting rid" I say

Jordon just looks at me.

"Why should I have to give up these 2 I have never had any thing when I was a
child apart from abuse and neglect  you have a loving mom and a loving
dad why cant I give that to our children" I say

"I get where your coming from but what if things don't go right" Jordon says

"The only thing that's not going right is you I never though you would of reacted
this way" I say

"I'm sorry" Jordon says

"So is that it then" I say

"I mean I'm sorry that I treated you like this" Jordon says

"Where do we go from here" I say

"Where having twins"  Jordon says