Ive been in the kitchen for an hour waiting for jordon to tell me his issue with having children of his own is starting to piss me off if he don't want to talk about it all he have to do is say it the twat faced prick.
"You know I was with someone else before I met you" Jordon says I give him a confussed look.
"For fuck sack if this is all I am going to be told I'm going to loose it" I say
"Yes I know you was in a relationship before me" I add
"Well me and her have a child together" Jordon says he sounds nervous
"Is this a joke" I say
"No it's not a joke he be 4 next month" Jordon says
"No there's more to it then you already having a son" I say
"I'm not lieing I promise his mom died when he was born and now her mom and dad are stopping me from seeing him" Jordon says
I can't believe what I'm hearing.
"Why haven't you told me before" I ask
"I don't know if I'm completely honest" Jordon says
"Did you think I wouldn't love you and leave you " I say
"No I know you love me but its I don't want to loose you like I lost them" Jordon says
"You can get your son back I can help you but I need you to be completely 100 per cent honest with me first" I tell him
"I do miss him I been wanting to tell you sooner but the more I didn't the worker it got"Jordon say to be honest he does look really sorry but I can't help to think could he be holding ask on anything else.
"I am sorry that its taken this long to tell you" Jordon adds
"Well than, you for telling me we should speak to our lawyer this week get the ball rolling to get your son" I say as I reach for his hand.
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It's now wpm I have 2 hours to get ready now that the girls are just about ready but I get to do Madalynn hair as well god I hate doing hair what's wrong with washing it drying it then brushing it to me it looks just as good in my eyes.
I go into the shower I know I've been in already today but I want to make sure that im clean and to be honest what's the harm while I wait for the water to get warm I get undressed then check the water to make sure it's okay for me to get in and not burn my ass the second the water touches me but luckily for me its the right temperature for me.
"My queen" Jordon says nearly scaring the living shit out of me.
"Do you think that was clever" I say
"Sorry I didn't mean to" he say as he trays not to laugh
"What do you want" I say
"What you wearing to the gender/babyshower"Jordon says
"My black dress what you wearing" I say
"My ripped jeans with a shirt and blazer the black one to match you " Jordon says I give him a smile to say I'm happy with that.
I turn off the shower and Jordan gets me a clean dry worm towel to wrap me in then he carrys me into the bedroom.
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Now we are all ready we are going to the gender/anywhere.
"Pheobe-Leigh wait" Kay says before I bloody car into the car.
"Whats up " I say
" You got to wear these all night"Kay says
"Right okay" I say I look at them is a pink ribbon and a blue ribbon then I get Into the car and jordon drives us towards the gender/baby shower.
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"Can you help me with these ribbons please"I ask Jordon
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"Yes off course i will my queen" Jordon says
I hand Jordon the ribbons wait a minute to wrap them around my bump then walk in hand in hand.
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