The Book of The Roses

Messes

There isn't much I can say.
Not a single word can change what I did.
Nothing

Because life is trash and so is the world

I came here to learn how I would fix society for the better.
What I came here to do was to make a stepping stone for the better.
Or more so, for the weak.

Because there is nothing I can do now but be a part of an ignorant society.

I took my friend along my travels.
He stayed in my bag throughout all the important meetings.
He gave me comfort when I needed it most.
And now he is here to give you comfort.

Because where I'm going, he can't go.

What I planned for this world was to bring both sides of a breaking government together.
I wouldn't be alone to make this happen.
On my trip here, I was told by the Arizona and Oklahoma legislatures that this society can't go on being in the background.
We had to do something to bring both sides of the major political parties together.
And I was going to do that by bringing the Democratic-Republican party back to life.

Why do I tell you this?
Because I know I won't be able to do this by myself.
But I'm not needed anymore.
Not from anyone.

I chose you to get this message because I can't keep hiding anymore.
Orion, the Bounty Hunter of the 12 realms.
And my good ol' pal, Doggo.
If you guys really are brothers, then you'd know who were the only ones who get this message.

Because I know for sure you don't want me to leave.
But I have to
I messed up.
And I just can't fix it.

I can't fix anything at this point.
I'll go off no longer as a cat.
The cat is always happy and carefree.
But the wolf, she, she was all alone.
The lone wolf.
No one needed her.

Because there was no one who wanted to associate with a dangerous wolf.

Finally, I write this for you to understand my imaginary world.
I didn't believe much about religion until I placed Him into my universe.
He was the Father of all creation, including his two children, Vesta and Jupiter.
Jupiter is my brother, or more like my childhood friend.
He stayed with me ever since he moved two houses down from mine, always messing up my name and being a clown.
It was great until he moved.
Now we don't talk.
Now, Vesta.
I play as her.
In mythology, she was the first-born of Kronos and Rhea, but she was eaten at birth.
After 18 years, Zeus slays his father, Kronos, and out comes a full-grown woman.
It just so happened to be Vesta.
They have lived for eternity protecting their realms and kingdom from the Devils.
Until one day, the whole Feyer kingdom was destroyed by Hades and Lucifer.
There was nothing that could be done.
The siblings could only restart their lives and shut down access to their realm.
Forever.

Because now they can only fend for each other. No one can guide them.

I wish I had Vesta's life.
It's so much better than this one.
She gets to save the world and work with all the realms to keep peace.
She united Heaven and Hell as one by defeating the Devil and replacing the power to the Devil's son, Damien.
No one in my life has Damien.
Damien is my imaginary friend, but I hope one day someone will take his place.
But for now, it's just me

Because I just can't keep anyone.
I'll always have no one

I end this by saying I am sorry.
Even if I'm not physically there to say it, I really do mean it.

Because there's nothing I can do but make things worse.