shoot.+ donny p.

thirty-five

hello i'm back again after a year???? HAHAHSHSJJSJS i'm so sorry!!!! eto na chapter 35!
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donny's pov

"kuya! why do you look like that? what happened???" hannah approached me with concern. ano nga bang nangyari...

"h-hannah..." hindi ko na napigilan at tuluyan nang bumuhos yung luha ko sa balikat niya. tinapik niya yung likod ko. "s-she's gone..."

"huh? i don't understand kuya... who's gone?" si skye... she left me...

she left me for good...

"skye..." i whispered and let the tears flow. hindi nalang din siya nagsalita and comforted me with hugs.

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2 months has already passed...

ang bilis, parang kahapon lang nangyari.

"hey dons... are you sure you're gonna be okay?" mom asked me. i don't know mom.

sana?

"it'll be okay... i guess?" i don't know, i'm not yet even okay.

2 months has passed and hindi pa rin kami nagpapansinan ni ate ella. should i even call her ate after all she's done?

my family didn't even know what she has done. i decided to keep it 'cause it won't do any good to us. i mean, to our relationship as a family.

ako lang naman naapektuhan eh.

si ate? she's living her happy life without regrets.

"malapit lang naman ang mindanao, mom. i'll be okay on my own. i just need time alone." i'll be going to surigao del sur for my sake. walang oras na hindi ako umiyak dahil sa mga memories na naaalala ko dito. with her.

i'm not mad.

...just confused? and disappointed, i guess?

she's not the one to blame after all. i shouldn't have let that happened. ang tanga ko.

"call us ha? if di mo na kinaya, we'll go there and fetch you. please dons." mom said sincerely. naaawa rin ako sa kanya, dealing with all my stuff kahit na wala naman siyang kasalanan. i admire her the most, she has the longest patience ever.

kahit na may times na hindi na maganda yung pinapakita ko, she's still there.

if i was her, i should have left myself all alone long time ago.

just like what she did 2 months ago.