Poetry

I Miss You

~'~'~'Written on the 12th May 2019 (around  9:30 in the  morning) about my love.'~'~'~

Hearing you say you fell out of love for me hurt me,

'Cause I still having feelings for you,

I used to think you'd always love me,

Despite everything I do,

I should've known to not take advantage,

My chest aches now,

Hearing this makes me feel like I'm trapped in a cage,

Now in front of you I need to put on a show,

All I can do now about us is cry and mope,

There goes all my hope,

Of ever reuniting,

All I can do now about us is writing, 

I know it was all my fault,

But I still wish you didn't move on,

These feelings are an assault,

'Cause I can't seem to go on,

I wish I never loved you,

You gave me feelings that I thought were  only in stories  true,

I wish you were still mine,

I wish I'd never lost you,

Your  kind words always make me feel fine,

Ugh, why are my feelings still so true?

I wish I wasn't a fool,

I wish I never hurt you,

All this I'm feeling isn't cool,

My chance to be with you I blew,

For you I broke so many of my rules,

I know  I was indecisive but,

I miss you,

I know I broke you but,

I miss you,

I know you feel played but,

I miss you,

I know I told you that I didn't want to be with you but,

I miss you.