30. Forgiveness

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"Never let your pride keep something broken that your heart wants to fix"

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next day I went to see Soobin, I needed to ask him about my father, I went to his house hoping he would be there

I knocked on the door after a minute door was open, I could tell that Soobin was confused to see me there
-I need to talk to you-I said before he could say anything
-Okay... Come in -he said immediately

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-you want something to drink? -he asked
-No... just came here to ask you something
-Okay I'm listening
-do you know where is my father?-I asked
-No-answered
-Really? At you telling me the truth?
-Yes really... I won't lie to you... Not anymore
-are you expecting me to trust you?
-listen I'm not lying, I talked to your father but I don't know where he is
-about what?
-a few days ago he came to me and said that he made a mistake to trust me... But it was already too late to tell you the truth but he believed that sooner or later you would find out the truth and you would be disappointed in him...
-this is all he said to you?
-Yeah...
-Is there any way I can find him?
-I don't know...we don't have any special powers... We are like a human but unlike then we are stuck at the same time...
-okay... I'll go now.

-I'll try to find him...-he said to me
-Thank you -I said and gave a little smile. and he smiled back

He has the sweetest smile...This smile... When you first smiled at me I really thought that you were an angel... I shouldn't have trusted you... But I did...
God
I do still love him...

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Yeonjun's POV

I couldn't stop thinking about Yuna, I want to forgive her... But something is holding me back... Guess It's the pride
I can't forgive her or Soobin because of my pride...
But am I happy with it...If I don't forgive her will I be able to be happy
That moment I remembered all of the good times with her...
We laugh together
We smiled together
We cried together
And we were both happy

Is the stupid pride really matters when I'm not happy

At this point, I got up and went out to see Yuna. It was 5 PM, she must be at school
She always stays after school at the school's library

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I was right when I got there I saw Yuna searching for a book and without thinking twice I went straight to her, she noticed me and looked at me confused but before she could say anything I hugged her tight
-I Love you-I said while still hugging her, her body was shaking I could tell that she was confused, we couldn't even say a word

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I broke a hug and looked at her but she didn't dare to look at me
-Yuna- I mumbled her name, but still, she was looking down
-Yuna... Look at me!- I said to her

-Yeonjun what... What are you doing?-she asked and looked at me
-what makes me happy
-what?
-Yuna I need you to be happy And I don't care what happened in the past.
-No-she said
-what?
-are you crazy Yeonjun?! How can you say that?! Love me?! You should hate me?! I did everything for you to hate me!
-I don't care Yuna. I'm tired of pretending... I can't hate you I love you too much so don't you ever ask me to hate you
-but I don't deserve this...
-I Love you
-let me remind you yeonjun I'm the reason for your suicide
-I love you -I said and smile
-Yeonjun you are here because of me
-I love you
-Yeonjun!
-I Love You Yuna
-Yeonjun stop!
-I Love You. Don't you love me Yuna?-I asked
-of course Indo but..-I didn't let her finished and kissed her immediately, she hesitated but soon kissed me back

-Stop making things complicated... I'm not giving up on you so get used to it-I said to her and smile, she was shocked but gave me a little smile

I'm happy... I really am.

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Hi everyone, sorry for not updating for a long time I had some personal problems, I'll try to update soon
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