2.13 Madly in Love

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" The hardest thing I did is walking away still madly in love with you "

2.13

Soobin's Pov

I and Beomgyu went to a cafe that was near our school, Yeonjun was already waiting there
- What the hell happened Soobin?- Beomgyu asked
- It's not the time for that
- Soobin... that was too much... You shouldn't have talked to Mila liked that- he said to me

Well, yeah Beomgyu thanks for telling me, I already know that, and I already feel terrible for doing it. But that was the one way.

- wait what happened? - Yeonjun asked
- Well, I was searching for Soobin and then I saw Mila so I greeted her and asked her to help me find Soobin but then she started asking me weird questions like, do I know you? or do I know Soobin? and when I was about to answer her questions this idiot came, made me stop. but Mila wanted me to answer his questions and that time Soobin acted like an asshole and told her to fuck off and other terrible things and what is worse he even lied to her, telling her he only wanted to make fun of her and since he knew about her dreams he asked me to act like that. - Beomgyu said angrily
- Soobin are you crazy?! - Yeonjun exclaimed surprised - why the hell you would do that?! I thought you don't want her to get hurt!
- Yeah that exactly what I am trying to do! - I answered angrily
- well, your actions say opposite Soobin!
- Yeah, I agree with Yeonjun. I don't fully understand what happened between you two in the past but you shouldn't make the same mistake again, you shouldn't have hurt her again
- listen I did that for her!
- she almost cried Soobin! or maybe she cried after we left! we don't fucking know that! at least we could make sure that she was okay, but no! you left- Beomgyu said
- Soobin have you lost your mind?!
- do you thinking I fucking like that?! don't. I need to protect her. from myself and my stepbrother. he already believes that I know her and he is trying to help her to remember everything! I can't let that happened and you know That Yeonjun. Yeah you are right Beomgyu I acted horrible with her but that was the only choice! she needs to stay away from me. she will be more hurt if she remembers everything!
- But...
- No! I don't want to hear anything about it! do you think it is easy for me?! well, it isn't. not at all! I want to hold her hand. hug her. kiss her! I fucking love her but yet I have to stay away from her. It sucks! I see her every day, but I know that I can't ever have her!
- Soobin... - Beomgyu mumbled
- Please just stop! I... I just want to go back... I can't do this anymore
- well, about that...the ones that put you two back here are now in hell and you know they are the only ones that can bring you back...
- how come they are in hell? -Yeonjun asked
- well since the barriers are broken anyone can cross the line and people from hell took people from heaven and they have them in "prison" I guess. Torturing them.
- is there possibly to close the line again?
- well we all trying to find out that...
- since the barriers are broken you can come into this world too.
- well yeah... but it has side effects...
- what effect?
- it's hard for us to stay here. we feel tired so we can't spend more than a day here. If we do we might stop existing... we will be forever gone.
- then what about us?
- well, you were sent here so it's not the same with you... Yuna tried to talk to the "people" from hell to more information about how we can bring you back but it's quite hard.
- How is she? - Yeonjun asked
- She... She is okay
- Why she is not coming here?!
- I told you it is hard...
- You said you can stay here for a day- Yeonjun cut him off
- Yeah, but we are not allowed to come here. So we have to be careful. Yuna is already in trouble because he tried to talk with people from hell and we didn't want to course her any more problems so I came instead of her - Beomgyu explained
- Just take care of her and don't let her do stupid things. - Yeonjun mumbled
- Yeah, don't worry. I'll better go now. I don't want anyone to notice that I am gone. I'll come again
- Okay. Take care - I said to him
- You too and Soobin I might not know what exactly happened with you two but I'm sure that she loved... And no matter what you do or how you hurt her, in the end, she will remember, it's not easy to forget who you loved. So don't stay away from her... be there for her... show her how much you care... Show her how much you love her...- Beomgyu said with a smile and left.

there was a silence between us until Yeonjun started talking

- go to her.
- what?
- you will regret it. So just go...
- No, I can't
- then I'll go...
- what? no!
- you left her alone, I want to make sure that she is okay.
- Yeonjun...
- don't worry...-hu cut me off and then walked out.

***

Mila's Pov

I texted Yunho that he could go and I had to stay in the library. but actually, I just couldn't face him like that. even though Soobin treated me horribly I don't want to talk about this with anyone...

I was walking in the hallway. the school was empty... I felt like crying and still couldn't understand why I care about this... I shouldn't be that hurt

- Mila - I've heard my name being called. I looked at the person and It was Yeonjun staying in front of me. I didn't say anything - Oh I'm Yeonjun I didn't get a chance to introduce myself- He said ad smiled
- well you already know my name so....- I said to him - Is there anything you need to tell me?
- well, I wanted to go make sure that you are okay?
- what? Soobin was that fast? you already made fun of me with you too right? - I asked annoyed
- It's not like that... I know it's hard for you but trust me he cares about you
- is that a second part of making fun of me or what?
- Mila I wished I can tell you everything I really wished but I don't want to make everything more complicated. just don't hate him... you might not believe me but he is the one who is hurting the most...
- what do you mean?
- I don't know if he is doing the right thing or not.... maybe does... maybe this is the right thing to do for you. but not for him... I'm making you more confused I know But even though he did horrible things I know how he regrets everything... I know how he is hurting and I know that I cannot do anything about it... but please don't hate him... not again
- wait not again?!
- damn it! I'll better go...
- No! stop you all running away from me! I'm sick of it! just one question please... only one... answer my one question please, I won't tell anyone. I promise
- Okay.
- Me and Soobin... Did we know Each other before right? - I asked
- Yes - He mumbled slowly


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