" Look forward with hope
Not Backwards with regrets
2.17
- Here we are - Yeonjun said to me once we arrived at Soobin's house - wait here, I'll tell him that you came
- Okay...- I answered, Yeonjun left... Soon after he came back with Soobin
- Mila... - he mumbled my name slowly
- Hi...- I said to him... And after that, there was an awkward silence between us, I shouldn't have come here, I thought to myself
- Hmm, Guys, the weather is really good you should take a walk - Yeonjun broke the silence
- What? - me and Soobin asked at the same time.
- You two here me! And stop with this not talking to each other. Now go! And come back when you start to talk with each other like normal persons do!
- Are you kicking me out from my home? - Soobin asked
- Yeah, I do! Now go
- Amm I better go home, I just wanted to make sure that you are okay - I said - well, goodbye then and Soobin don't miss the school. - I told him and was about to leave
- And what about taking a walk? - Soobin asked and smiled
- I don't want to bother you
- You never do.
- Okay then
- Okay, let's go...
***
- So how are you? - he asked
- Well, I'm okay... And you?
- I'm okay... I guess...
- You guess?
- Yeah... You know everything is even more complicated
- We can not be like normal people?
- What do you mean
- Like just have a normal conversation and I don't know just hang out and do the stuff that normal people do...
- And you want that?
- Well... yes... I need to know you first
- Okay... But are not you afraid that I will hurt you? - he asked I couldn't understand him, I was with him trying to cheer him up, giving him a chance to start over... But still, it wasn't working at all
- And you want to hurt me?
- No! - he answered immediately, I smiled a little knowing that he wasn't lying
- Then?
- It doesn't matter what I want... It will happen... and what if you will fall in love with me again? Then what should I do... Hurt you again?! - he asked... My hurt literally stopped, love again? So I loved you...
- I loved you?
- I... I should have said that
- Whatever! Let's go I want Ice Cream - You said and smiled
***
At first, it was hard to communicate, but slowly it changed, we started to talk about simple things and it was really nice, I felt really relaxed, I enjoyed spending time with it...
I saw him smiling while I was talking and it made me feel happy, he had a most beautiful smile, I could watch him smiling all the time...
- I hope you will smile more Soobin - I said to him
- It's weird, I can't stop smiling while I am with you
- Then I have to stay with you forever - I said and smiled back
Damn it, did I just said it out loud, I really love embarrassing myself, don't I
- What?
- Well, I mean that you have to smile more! That's it
- You too.
- I will...I should go home it's getting late
- Oh yeah... I didn't even notice
- Yeah same
- I will walk you home
- You don't have to
- But I want - he said and smiled, I nodded in agreement
***
- So See you at School right? - I asked once we reached the home
- Yes.
- Good. Don't miss classes!
- Okay.
- Okay goodbye then
- Bye - he said and smiled, I smiled back and was about to leave but then he suddenly hugged me - Thank you Mila - he said, I didn't say anything and just hugged him.
- Mila what the hell is happening here?!- we heard Yunho's voice
- Yunho Hi - I said to him
- What are you doing with him?
- Soobin, you can go thank you for today - I said to Soobin
- Are you sure? - he asked
- Yeah... See you tomorrow - I said and smiles, he smiled back and left
***
- You better explain everything - Yunho said once we went inside
- There is nothing to explain... We spent time together and then he walked me home
- And the hug?
- Yeah and then we hugged
- Mila! You know that Soobin isn't a good person
- Yunho stop! I'm tired of hearing it all the time! You don't know him!
- And you do?
- No, and I want to get to know him
- But why?!
- I can't explain okay? I just want to know him, you are right he might wasn't a good person but I believe that he wants to change. Why is everyone against him? People make mistakes... No one is perfect! No one has to be perfect! Why can't you all see that he is suffering, he is having his own problems...
- I just don't want you to get hurt
- I won't... But even if I do, I don't care I believe in my choice... No matter what is going to happen I will not regret having him in my life.
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The Truth Untold ( TXT Soobin)
Fanfiction"you know I can't show you me, So I'm putting on a mask to go see you" "I didn't want to fall In Love, Not at all but Then you smiled..."
