The Truth Untold ( TXT Soobin)

2.12 hurts

" heart full of memories
  Mind stuck in the past,
Lost smile, hidden tears,
Unable to move on? "

2.12

Mila's POV

- So how was your date?- Yunho asked me on our way to school
- Good. Seonghwa seems a nice person
- Wouldn't be sure of it - he mumbled
- I think you are just paranoid
- And you are to Naive.
- Whatever.

***
  The school was pretty boring as usual but there was one thing.

Soobin...
Out timetable was literally the same and I  feel that he was looking and me. At first, I couldn't believe it but then Yunho Noticed that too and well, he was quite annoyed.

Even though I wanted to ask him why he was looking at me decided not to do that.

- Yunho I have to go to the library wait for me outside okay?- I said to Yunho once we finished our last lesson.
- Oh, Okay

I went to the library and return the book, once I was about to leave the room I heard someone calling my name
- Oh my God! MILA IS THAT YOU?! - I turned back to see who it was, a boy with a silver hair was standing in front of me
- Who...
- Mila I can't believe it... I'm so happy to see you, nor Soobin and nor Yeonjun told us clearly what happened to you so we were quite worried about you and it nice to see you here!  So where is Soobin? Can you help me to find him... I need to talk to him immediately. I don't have time
- What?  who are you? - I asked confused
- Mila it's me Beomgyu...
- Do I know you?
- Mila are you joking?!
- And Soobin do I know him too?
- Mila you are scaring me... Wait... you... You are... You are human? - he asked

Wait? what? Is that guy crazy or what?!

- well yeah... Like everyone - I answered
- Oh, God...
- So Do I know Soobin?
- Well, - he was about to answer when someone's angry voice cut him off
- Choi Beomgyu! - I looked behind to see who it was and well... Yeas it was Soobin.
- Soobin I was searching for you! - Beomgyu exclaimed happily but Soobin doesn't seem happy about it.
- Let's go somewhere else - Soobin answered coldly, Beomgyu nodded and was about to follow Soobin but I couldn't let him go after what he said to me! I needed answers
- Wait! He needs to answer my questions first! - I said loud enough to make them stop. Soobin looked and me and smiled a little
- Let's go Beomgyu - he said and continue walking. 

No! No! I won't gonna have a second chance, I ran to them and stood in front of them.

  - Don't you dare to ignore me!
- I'm not!
- oh really?
- Mila Mind your own business
- this is my business!
- It isn't!
- I'm not talking to you zo you can wait for him outside. I Have to ask him something
- he won't answer any of your questions!
- he will!
- oh do you really think that!
- well he was about to answer!
- let's see... Beomgyu If I tall you that I don't want you to answer any of her questions what would you do? - he asked Beomgyu
- I wouldn't say anything-  Beomgyu simply answered.
- why?! but you were about to answer my question?!
- well If Soobin doesn't want me to answer that is it! sorry... Friendship comes first- Beomgyu said and awkwardly smiled at me
- See...- Soobin smirked at me - Now move please - he said and walked away from me
- then I'll consider that the answer is yes! - I said making him stop
- what?
- I do know you right?
- well of course we go to the same school - he said and rolled his eyes
- no, I'm sure that we have met before... so tell me the fucking truth!- I hold his arms to stop him and then again I remembered something

I was lying in the bad, I slowly open my eyes to see soobin sitting next to me

-Mila..-After a long silence, Soobin mumbled my name, but I ignored him...

-Mila are you okay?- Still, I continue to ignore him

-Mila- he mumbled and slowly, touched my arm.

-Mila say something -he said-Okay I understand, get some rest. We can talk about this later-he added after not hearing any respond

What is happening, why do I look so tired and powerless? Why do I look So hurt

- listen I don't know what are you talking about and I don't even care so you better fuck off and leave- Soobin's words put me back to reality

but even right now when I hold his arms
Why it's hurt so badly? Why do I feel like crying? Am I losing my mind?-I asked for myself

- aren't you going to let me go? - again I heard his voice, once I looked at him I could say that he looked confused and worried at the same time
- why does it hurt so badly? - I mumbled,  god damn it! I couldn't believe that I just said it out loud
- what do you mean?
- Please I want to know the truth... tell me what is happening
- listen Mila I think I've been quite nice to you but now you are getting on my nerves! so could you just fuck off?! are you crazy or what?! why asking me stupid questions?! how the fuck it is possible for us to know each other?! Is that even possible Mila?!
- I... I just...
- See... I don't really get it why are you acting like that? just leave with your own life and leave me alone Okay?!
- I can't... I need to know what is happening to me!
- well just for your information I don't give a fuck about you So deal with your problem on your own.
- and don't you see that you are my problem?! I keep seeing those things about you as if we know each other! So tell me what happened to me?! Beomgyu already sad there something happens to me and you know about it!
- You are really crazy? Do you know that? See Beomgyu? She really believed in you and you told me that there was no way-he said and laughed - I've heard from Seongwha that you are having dreams about me and I thought it would be fun to prank you but now you become quite pathetic so there is no fun so I better stop now.
- What? What do you mean
- What do I mean? What is it Princess you like me that match? you even have dreams about me. Sorry, sweetie, I don't give a fuck about girls like you... Pathetic and annoying. So you better leave me alone until I will do something worse to you.

And with these words, he left me without hearing anything from me. Now I could see that Yunho, even Seongwha was right he wasn't a good person, he didn't change at all, he is a horrible person
Choi Soobin I fucking hate you!

Hi... It's been a long, I'm sorry for not updating I was a little bit busy with exams and other staffs I'll update as soon as possible

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