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He pulls into a gas station to get gas when he goes into there cars pull up and Seungmin yells for me to duck and I do he hits the windows in and the window breaks he opens the door and grabs me as soon as the boy comes out he gets shot by one of of Seungmins people

Seungmin tells one of his friends to take me home the boy grabs my hand and drives me home when I get there I plop on the bed and look at the ceiling minutes turn into hours and hours into days why do I feel so depressed I haven't ate I barely sleep I just can't stop thinking about Seungmin why is he so distant lately

I hear the doorbell ring and ring again I stand up and go to the door no one is answering the door I know there here somewhere in here I run my hands through my hair to look presentable I open the door and this girl with lots of makeup and perfectly curled hair is standing in front of me "you must be kiya...where's Seungmin"

I shrug and tell her I haven't seen him in a while she smirks at me "maybe you should come back later" I try to close the door but she put her hand in the door

"No I'll just wait for him" she sits on the couch I throw my hands up and try to walk to the room but she catches me off guard

"Don't get to attached Seungmin is mine where do you think he was these past 2 weeks with me because I don't push him away or make him feel bad he'll leave you let you go and forget about you your just a phase" I give a small smile and tell her Thankyou for the information

I go to my room and sit on my bed why am o here if he loves someone else he can't love two people I get up and wash up and change into something I try to walk out but I hear Seungmin and the girl talking

Random girl: you don't really love her you know that what we did we shared it was special I know it was

Seungmin:I don't know maybe you should go mila

Mila?:if you just let her go then you'll realize that it's me you love

Seungmin:...mila can we talk about this some other time

I feel a part of my heart break I close the door quietly not making any sound tears stream down my face I put the pillows under the blanket to make it look like I'm sleep then I grab my book bag that I came with I plan on leaving for good now I through some shorts and shirts in my bag and wipe my eyes one last time

I put my book bag on and leave out the window sliding down the gutter as carefully as I can I run again this time cutting through the woods so no one can keep tabs on me after running in the woods for about 20 minutes I start walking taking in my surroundings

I take a deep breath when I start hearing cars must be a highway near by I have to walk I can't get into anyone else's car it never works out I get tired but don't stop I can't even though my book bags getting heavier by the step I become weak and my eyesight becomes blurry and soon everything is spinning