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Chapter 17

I go inside the room I once hated and smelt the strong scent of Seungmin as I did the first day I got here. I see a different picture of me then when I first got here on the nightstand by the bed I'm eating a strawberry trying not to smile. Then memories start flashing through my head. Seungmin isn't a complete jerk he's actually really sweet when I'm not tryna run away.

I noticed that he started sleeping in his bed again when I was here I don't even know where he slept when I would tell him he couldn't sleep with me. I sit on the bed i wonder what he's been doing since i left I lay down and feel my eyelids get heavy I wake up and roll over only and accidentally hit Seungmin in his chest I whisper sorry thinking he won't hear me but a small smile appears on his face "did you sleep well jagiya" I sit up and hit him

"Stop being nice to me...but don't be mean to me either I know your mad at me just say it" he looks at me then kisses my cheek and lays back down

I get up and walk to the bathroom locking the door behind me I throw water on my face then dry it off with one of the multiple towels hanging up there's a small knock at the door I go to open it Seungmin has his head hanging low "I'm sorry"

I give a confused look "I'm sorry for everything I put you through all I think about is myself not thinking even once if you really wanna be here with me" I quietly whisper it's ok but he doesn't settle for that

"That it's not ok princess because I'm not gonna change if you told me right now to let you go I wouldn't because I think you belong to me" I call his name to get his attention he looks at me with frustrated and sad eyes

"I wanna be here" I lean in slowly and look into his eyes as he looks into mine "with you" I finish my sentence before closing the gap between us our lips instantly moving in sync i don't wanna pull away no matter how much I need air the taste of his lips becoming a drug to me he pulls away places his forehead against mine and closes his eyes

Then I remember when we first kissed there's the same amount of sparks. Did I love him then too?

A/N sorry for not updating a lot has been happening with my life. My friend was hospitalized and it's really been in my brain.she's ok now so my conscious is clear now. so back to writing!