Sorry

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He was hugging me real tight, and sobbing real bad. I could feel his tears down my neck as he buried his face in it.

"I'm sorry, Y/n. I'm s-so-sorry. I-I don't know w-whether y-you would f-forgive me or not, b-but I'm sorry. I'm s-sorry for not being there when you needed me. I'm sorry for letting you down. I want my best friend back."

He was heaving and crying out loud, almost shouting out the words. I couldn't help but hug him back, gently. I also cried slightly with him. Jungkook sobbed really loud, like a little boy, reminding me of his past,making me cry more. I knew his nature and one can't change that easily. He meant it, each word he said.

I tried to console him.
"Shh, now now,calm down." I patted his back a bit.
"Will y-you f-forgive m-me? I-is t-there s-still a space in your arms for m-me?"
I felt really bad for him. For heaven's sake, I missed him..!
I cried even harder, hugged him even tighter.

Yes he did say bad things about me and all, but that's because he was brainwashed. He could be forgiven. I missed him a lot too. I wanted my best friend back.

"Yes, there's still a space in my arms for you. I want my best friend back too, Jungkook-ah. I missed you too."

We ended up crying in each others' arms, for a good long while. He calmed down afterwards. His hold loosened but still held on to me. I held up his face and wiped his tears away.
"Now stop crying. You know I've always hated you crying." He stopped crying, but sniffled, looking down. His nose and eyes were really red. 

"So, you really want to start it all anew?" I asked, after a long silence.
He nodded.
"Actually, I had the feeling that we wouldn't be enemies forever. Odd to hear that come out of me, maybe, but yeah," He said, quite softly.
"Well, I'd be glad to," I said, holding out my hand. He smiled slightly as he held it, and I made him do our secret handshake, which he remembered to the very last detail! 

*Flashback*

"Wait wait, slow down!" I complained. 
He giggled.
"Okay. So, you take your hand like this, and twist it like this..," he slowly showed me how to do the handshake he had created just for us. 

"Oh, I got it!" I said. "Shall we try again?"
"Okay!" 

And we practiced it at least 20 times. We kept laughing as we kept making mistakes at first. 

"So this is our secret handshake from now, okay? Only between us," he said.
"Sure."
And we did the handshake one more time to seal it.

*End of flashback*

A slight chuckle left his lips, probably remembering it all. I took the opportunity and tried to make him smile. 
"Oh, is that a chuckle I heard?" 
He chuckled a bit more.
"Oh my, someone is laughing." I said, slightly tickling him. He started laughing really hard.
His weakness was being very ticklish. We laughed so much, we almost forgot we were crying our eyes out a moment ago.
We gradually calmed down and he smiled that cute bunny smile at me.
"Thank you."
"Well, now you know how good I felt whenever you consoled me." He giggled and looked up.
So did I.

It was night?!
The stars had come out, the lamps along the bank have been lit, and there were some people hanging out. We did not feel time passing.

"Well, I guess we should head back home," I said, getting up.
Then Jungkook held my hand. I looked at him.
"Stay for a bit longer," he pleaded.
"Jungkook, it's late."
"Just stay, will you?"
Well, I guess even I wanted to spend some time with him, to catch up with the years we lost. I sat back down.
Then the place lit up.
Water jets and many coloured lights put up a show above the river. We were mesmerized at the sight.
Then I felt fingers intertwine with mine. I looked down at my hand to see Jungkook's and my hands intertwined. I looked at his face, which was enjoying the show, his eyes sparkling and his lips muttering 'wow' at each flash of light. I couldn't help but smile at his cute face. 

"I definitely did miss that smile of his. Now that's all I want to see from now on."

We went back home after a long while. I was happy that we became best friends again. More than happy actually. I was skipping and singing all the way.

But little did I know, that, within these few years, we won't remain best friends. That, instead of a best friend, I'd gain someone unexpected and unexplainable. 

*Jungkook's POV*

I looked at her face as she watched the light show above Han river. Her eyes reflected the night sky. 

"So cute..."

Yeah. I've always thought she was cute, just that, I pushed that thought to the far back of my head and neglected it. There were days I'd have to stop myself from calling her that, because whenever she is angry, she looks really cute. 

Me being enemies with her was the only thing that made me ignore all what I'd felt whenever I was with her. But, I had this weird feeling that we won't be enemies for long. 

*sigh* "Y/n... you weird, awesome, beautiful girl."   

*End of Jungkook's POV*

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