Words couldn't describe how I felt right now, for once in my life I finally felt wanted. All my emotions were in overdrive due to the happiness I was experiencing. No drug, drink or man had ever made me feel this way.
God I sounded like such a wimp.
For our last night we had decided to head out to the Whiskey, we hadn't been there in over six months so needless to say I was excited to go back.
Nikki and I had been inseparable since earlier on in the day, but had yet to tell the guys about our new 'thing'.
I was currently sat in front of the mirror trying to make myself up, Nikki was just sat staring at me. Like a weirdo.
I laughed when we made eye contact, "What are you looking at Sixx?"
He broke from his stare and blushed a little, "You" he smiled, "you're beautiful"
And for the first time I believed it.
"C'mon lets get going" I stood up and readjusted my short dress in the mirror.
Nikki groaned and pulled me
flush against him, "God you're about to make me go out with a hard on"
I smirked, "Well, we still have half an hour"
As you can guess we both raced to the bedroom.
The Whiskey was just as we had left it six months ago, loud and pulsating with music. Nikki had headed off to the Crüe and I made my way to my band.
"Hey guys" I scooted in and the guys gave me some smiles.
"Hey Lynn, you drinking tonight?" Randy grinned as he gave me a side hug.
"Too fucking right, we deserve it!" I took this opportunity to chug back a few shots that were lined out on the table.
"On that note" Lee cheered and began slamming as many drinks as he could find. I pried a baggie from Danny, much to his dismay and proceeded to snort some hefty lines. I sat back and felt the buzz take its course.
A few hours had passed and I was whirling around, in a blistering mixture of inebriation and a very big high. I hadn't seen Nikki for a while and was really starting to miss him so I decided I was to find him.
I grabbed my bottle of Jack and stumbled my way over to Nikki, who was sat talking quite soberly to Mick.
"Nikki" I slurred over at him, he looked up and smiled at the state i'd gotten myself into.
"What happened to you Heath?" he smirked and pulled me over into his lap.
"I'm fucked up" I giggled into his ear and proceeded to kiss his neck softly.
"So is this finally a thing now?" Mick asked, I pulled myself from Nikki's neck and awaited his response, it was make or break now.
"Indeed Mr Mars, finally got her drunk ass to be mine" Nikki smiled and cuddled me into him. I let out a huge grin, he really does like me.
I was still sat on Nikki's lap, he was speaking to Mick and let's just say I was really bored. I began to kiss Nikki's neck roughly, he seemed to appreciate it and let out a soft groan. I then decided to heat it up a bit and rub my ass against his groin.
He grunted quietly and rested his head on my back, "Fuck, you're gonna kill me"
Never to have a moment to ourselves, we were soon rudely interrupted by the two bands heading over to the booth.
"What the fuck is going on here?" Randy asked curiously.
"They finally got together"
"Tommy dude you owe me $50" Lee poked his sides.
"Wait you guys were fucking betting?" Nikki asked, confusion evident in his tone.
"Dude of course, it was so obvious there was something between you two" Vince let out a drunken laugh.
"Whatever kids, go play and leave us to it" I waved them off, wanting to return to our prior positioning.
"Better leave, looks like they're bout to fuck" Tommy laughed and they all walked away.
"Lynn, lets go" Nikki whispered in my ear in that low voice i'd grown to love.
"I'd say no if I wasn't so fucking horny"
"Fuck, as if I couldn't like you anymore" Nikki smiled and placed a kiss smack on my lips.
Tonight should be fun.
