Wish upon a Goddess [JENLISA fanfic]

Chapter 7

Jennie's POV

I sat next to Jeongyeon, my classmate slash friend while ignoring Lisa's eyes on me. Hindi ko alam kung anong magiging reaksyon ko pagkatapos ng nangyare.

I've been doing reckless things this past few days and I dont know if that would make me being proud of myself.

It's like I've become someone who I'm totally not. I don't even know myself anymore. It's like the old Jennie Kim was long gone and was replaced by a new and persistent Jennie Kim.

Is all of this worth it?

"Jen!" I was back to my senses when Jeongyeon snapped her fingers near my face

"Oh? Bakit Jeong?" I asked her

She let out a loud sigh before answering me.

"Lisa throwing a party at his place tonight. I was asking you if you're coming." She said

Bumilis ang tibok ng puso ko nang marinig ko ang pangalan niya. Without second thoughts I answered her.

"Of course." I just hope Im not regretting this

Natapos ang klase namin magdamag nang walang masyadong nangyayare. The only thing that stopped me from saying that this day was boring because of what happened a while ago and Lisa's stare that never leave me. At kanina parin hindi matahimik ang puso ko at patuloy lang ito sa pagtibok ng mas mabilis pa sa normal na tibok nito.

Iniligpit ko ang aking mga kagamitan habang ang iba ko namang mga kaklase ay nagsiunahan ng umuwi. Maybe excited for the party later.

I'm having second thoughts now.

Nabigla ako nang may kamay na humawak sa aking balikat. Nilingon ko ito at bigla nalang tumibok ang aking puso.

It was Lisa

He gave me a small smile before he sat next to me. He was staring at me intently while watching me fixing my things.

Wala sa sariling napakagat ako sa labi habang minadali ang ginagawa ko.

"I wonder what it feels like to bite your lips using mine." he said

Nabigla ako sa sinabi niya pero hindi ko maikaila ang boltaboltaheng kuryenteng umiikot sa katawan ko nang haplos haplusin niya ang buhok ko.

I didn't feel any awkwardness while he does things that was out of my control. Instead it gives me feelings I have never felt in my entire existence.

"You're coming tonight?" He asked

Tumingin ako sa kaniya pero agad ko ring ibinalik ang aking mga mata sa notebook ko. I can't stand his stare.

"uhh.. I don't know. H-hindi pa kasi ako nagpaalam kay Witch--- kay Tita" I said softly afraid he might hate my voice

Itinigil niya ang paghaplos sa buhok ko.

"Ako na ang magpapaalam sayo." Kilala na siya ni Witchy kasi palagi niya akong ipinagpapaalam kapag gusto niyang mamasyal kasama ako and do things that wouldn't cross your mind.

"okay" I mumble

He drove his car on the way to Witchy's house. He's left hand on steering wheel while the others in my hand.

I can feel my hands tremble just by his touch. What did he do to me?

"You okay?" he asked

He look at me for seconds before looking back to where it was before. I nodded tho Im not sure kung nakita niya ba iyon. I still dont have the guts to talk. My mind can't even combined words for a sentence.

After that, tahimik naming binaybay ang landas patungong Bell Village.

"Tita, ipagpapaalam ko lang sana si Jennie. " Magalang na paalam ni Lisa

Tiningnan lang siya ni Witchy pagkatapos ay ibinalik ang tingin niya saken. I can't name the emotion that was running through her eyes.

A warning?

I don't know

"S-sige. Iuwi mo lang siya bago ang alas dose."

Nangingiting binalingan ako ni Lisa at marahang hinawakan ang kamay ko. Our eyes met for seconds before I look away.

I could never win in any staring contest. Specially if it's Lisa's eyes Im staring at.

"I'll wait for you outside. Magbihis ka na" Bago pa ako makareact ay tumalikod na ito at lumabas ng bahay.

Aakyat na sana ako para magbihis pero pinigilan ako ni Witchy. Nilingon ko siya with my questioning look.
Her eyes looks like she have a lot of things to say to me but there is something stopping her from blurting it.

After a while, binitawan niya na ako kaya nagpatuloy ako sa paglalakad. As I enter my room----Rosé's room. Naghanap agad ako ng matinong damit na isusuot.

Simple lang naman ang suot ko ngayon. I wore my pink top and put my black denim jacket that’s ripped around the collar to reveal my chunky necklace, the one my mom gave me when I was 13. I finished my  look with ripped jeans.

I didn't put  any make up

Nagmamadaling lumabas ako ng kwarto at nagpaalam na kay Witchy. Pero bago pa ako makalabas ng bahay ay pinigilan ako ni Witchy.

"Mag iingat ka" Tho she would always say na mag iingat ako everytime I am with Lisa but her words today is somewhat weird and it actually made me feel anxious.

Ngumiti ako sa kaniya at tumango.

Nang pakawalan niya ako ay agad akong lumabas ng bahay. I saw Lisa leaning on his car while his hands is in his pocket. He looks like a runway model.

I never thought I could see Lisa this close.

Nakaramdam siguro siya na may nakatingin sa kaniya kaya napalingon siya sa gawi ko. Agad naman siyang ngumiti at inayos ang pagkakatayo. He looks at me from my head down to my feet. He looks amused and I'm glad he liked my outfit.

Lumapit ako sa kaniya not leaving his eyes. He opened the door for me kaya pumasok ako sa passengers seat. Before closing door,  inilapit niya ang kaniyang mukha sa akin at mataman akong tiningnan.

His eyes seems to hide a lotof secrets that no one should know.

"You looked ravishing love." he whispered

Mas lalo niyang inilapit ang kaniyang mukha sa akin. Nahigit ko ang aking hininga nang bumaba ang tingin niya sa aking mga labi. Peri bago pa ako makapikit ay nakarinig na ako ng click. Tumingin ako sa baba at nakita kong nakasuot na ako ng seatbelt.

Bigla namang uminit ang aking mga mukha. I can picture my face getting redder.

Nginitian niya ako ng nakakaloko bago ako dinampian ng halik sa noo.

"As much as I want to take you here right now, the party is waiting for us" He said

Lumayo na siya saken at tuluyang sinara ang pinto. Doon lang ako nakahinga ng maluwag at wala sa sariling napahawak sa aking dibdib.

Is my heartbeat normal? Palagi nalang kasi itong nagwawala kapag malapit saken si Lisa. Wala naman siguro akong sakit sa puso.

Inayos ko ang aking pagkakaupo bago pa man buksan ni Lisa ang pinto. Nang makapasok siya ay agad niyang pinaandar ang sasakyan.

Buong byahe ay nakatingin lang ako sa labas ng bintana. Iniisip kung tama pa ba tong ginagawa ko. There's a hint of regret I'm feeling right now but everytime I think of Lisa and our closeness right now napapaisip ako na, everything is worth it if it's about him.

I don't mind being his toy while his bored. This is the only way that I'll get close to him.

Everything is worth it.