Ashes of My Mind

Why

Why did you do what you did
To me
After being your friend
For eight years
You were my best friend
You were the one I trusted the most
It hurts more inside
Than on the outside
I let you in
And you let me down
Took my trust and twisted it
You violated me
Held me down
Laughed at me for trying to scream
I am so lonely now
I have no one that I can trust
That truly understands
I have a good friend
Who listens
Who cares a lot
But doesn't understand
But don't get me wrong
I think she is amazing
And so perfect
I absolutely cannot thank her enough
And I have another girl who used to be my friend
She thinks I do it because I want for pleasure
That cut me deeper than anything ever could
I helped you when you were down too
I needed you
My best friend
And you went and fucked everything up
After eight years
How could you do this to me
And all I can ask is
Why