Sometimes, I feel like life just passes by. Wake up, do the regular stuff: pray, smile, eat, laugh, cry, sleep, repeat ad nauseam. I don't want my life to be just the same old, same old and I realize it is not enough to wish but I have to take control of my life. Make my own excitement. Have my own adventures.
But I am not entirely sure how to go about that. And there are also limitations not of my own making, the dangers I may be in as a result of my femaleness and my general lack of knowledge of the US. And, I do not want to be overreacting here, but racial hate crimes are a thing.
Plus I have never really been much of an adventurous-outside-y person. My mind makes me happy, books and music make me happy. But I want to live and not limit myself as a result of past precedents. It is easy for me to say 'I am not that kind of person' when I have never tried or even given myself permission to be that person.
So, I am going to plan out my adventures. Because if I don't I will definitely not do it. I want to start slowly, with the things that make me happy: Libraries, new food.
Do you have any ideas for adventurous things I could do?
What adventures do you love?
-KC
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The Ability To Even (Collegiate Chronicles)
IgaztörténetNot everything goes according to plans. Lessons and family and life teach you so much as it all swings about. I'm just trying to figure this all out. Join me?