Forbidden Love [EDITING]

Ten

Chapter Ten
I Am Sorry

ALEXEIN

"Sorry." Mahinang sabi ko. Hindi na ako tumingin sa kanya at binitawan ang kamay niya saka umalis. I don't know pero I really want to be alone right now.

Nasa parking lot na ako ng school. Aalis na lang muna ako, Aly is mad and I don't even know how to face Lexi now.

Shit talaga. And I'm mad too. Hell!!

Pumunta ako sa pinakamalapit na amusement park. It's almost sunset and I just found myself crying. I cried until the sky turned into dark color. Nung nahimasmasan ako saka na ako umalis dito.

Pumunta ako sa bahay nila Ryan. "Oh, couz, napadalaw ka?" masayang tanong niya pagpasok ko sa may sala nila.

"Nah! mabilis lang ako." Sabi ko at tumango lang siya saka umupo ako sa couch. "I don't think you can meet Lexi anymore." walang paligoyligoy na sabi ko.

"Grabe! Halos lahat na nga sila kung titigan ako parang papatayin na nila ako eh, pati ba naman ikaw?" hindi makapaniwalang sabi niya.

"Why can't you guys give me a fucking chance?" galit na rin siya. I didn't talk. "I know! I know I fucked up pero shit naman Ax, I'm trying to change here. Kita mo naman diba kung paano ako nagbago? Axein diba?" seryosong tanong niya sa akin habang diretso lang ang tingin ko sakanya.

Yeah! And I feel scared. I can really see he changed he's usual routine.

Hindi na rin siya nagb-bar, he became gentlemen, he always fetch Lexi, I can see how careful he is whenever she's with Lexi.

Tinamaan nga ang gago.

And maybe that's the reason why whenever Ryan come near to Lexi, I can't move, I can't even say anything kaya ang tingin ni Lexi pinupush ko siya kay Ryan when I can't even move to grab her away from him because the way he acts makes me feel strange and scared.

That all the things Ryan did for her was real. Napapaatras ako to the point na hindi ko na mahawakan si Lexi kasi hawak na pala siya ni Ryan.

I didn't push her but I got scared, scared about how Ryan feels from her was real.

"I'm sorry." Sabi ko sakanya. Hindi ko alam pero napapa atras na naman ako. Bakit ba ang duwag ko?

Umalis na ako sa bahay nila Ryan at umuwi na. This day is really exhausting.

Kinabukasan napaaga akong pumasok kasi hindi ako nakatulog kagabi. Pagpasok ko ng room wala pang tao kaya binagsak ko ang ulo ko sa may table ng chair ko.

"Okay ka na?" rinig kong tanong ni Lexi, I know it's her. Boses pa lang niya. Bakit ba laging kalmado siya? The last time I check hindi kami okay nung kahapon ah? Why are you so kind Lexi? Damn.

Hindi ba dapat galit ka rin sa akin?

Umupo siya sa may side ko at pinatong din niya yung ulo niya sa table paharap sa akin. How can you smile at me seriously? "Okay ka na?" pang ulit niyang tanong. I didn't answer, tinitigan ko lang siya.

"I know that staring is rude but you can always look at me whenever you want to." Ngumiti ulit siya sa akin. Naalala ko ulit yung itsura ni Ryan. That asshole just fucking fall in love with the person whom I like too.

I don't even know what to feel. I'm Lexi's friend and I don't wanna destroy our friendship.

Lumapit siya sa akin. We're freaking 2 inch apart. "You're zoning out." She chuckled and poked my cheeks. "Okay ka na ba Kiera?" tanong niya ulit at hinaplos yung cheek ko. Ang init ng kamay niya.