I like to escape by daydreaming.
Mostly about the future and what the path I'm taking will most likely shape into.
I imagine a small but beautiful house surrounded by woodland. I imagine a lake nearby full of beautiful fish and reptiles. I imagine woodland creatures like deer, rabbits, and squirrels!
But I don't imagine anybody to share my life with
All I can force myself to imagine is the silhouette of a person not shaded in. like an unwanted ghost at midnight.
But that fact makes me feel happy not lonely
I imagine a house full of animals and noise. I imagine a child, a mini-me, although I don't know how she got there.
I imagine teaching her the world and how to be a kind and compassionate soul.
I imagine taking her to my vet clinic and watching her eyes soar with the wonder around her.
But if I never find love, how will this girl in my imagination exist?
I've imagined this story as long as I can remember, and yet without forcing myself to love...
It may never come true
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Alone Without Loneliness
Non-FictionThe story of how a young girl realized she wasn't broken like the world thought she was 💔 She was just Aro/Ace