To Myself and To The World

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     It's been too long. It's currently 11:36 pm June 4, 2019. I'm in bed with Dakota. I've been living with him for a little over a month now and working for a little over 2. We're going to Nashville June 28 with the Shrine for about 10 days, our first vacation together. We're both super stoked!

    Mom came out with it. She had been on meth for about a year. That's when I stopped staying there. I miss Bralyn so goddamn much I cry sometimes. I love him so much but I need to work on myself. I have to, for my own health.

    Dakota and I are on 4 months now. It's not a lot but with him it feels like we've known each other forever. It's crazy too, we'll be talking about our childhood and shit and realize we were always in the same place at the same time, just never met. It was fate I swear.

    I love him so much, he helps me so much. I appreciate everything about him and his family. I wish I could have met him sooner, but then again I don't. The timing was perfect I think, for the both of us.