sometimes I wonder what would've happened if I did this instead of that. went right instead of left. said this instead of that. i lay awake thinking of all the things I should've done, I should've said to you. would you see me differently now? or would we be the same as we are now, back to square one. back to the awkward silence between our conversations, back to the awkward stares, trying to figure out what to say next. back to the subtle remarks. back to never knowing you.
what if my response was different, when you gave me the subtle compliment? what would we be now?
-what if
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What Keeps me Up(NEW TITLE)
PoetryA collection of poetry Of all the things I couldn't say Out loud Of the things That haunt me And keep me up At night *NEW TITLE* previously titled "The Dark Corners of my Mind" cover made using Desygner