Healing wounds: gamzee x depressed reader.

Beeautiful

I went to the bathroom and started to brush my (H/L) (H/C) hair. I decided to put it into a sidebraid. I was wearing a yellow t-shirt and black skinny jeans with my black converse. I grabbed your favourite (F/C) pullover sweater and put it on, cause it was chilly outside. " I'm going out for a few hours I'll be back later!" I yelled to gamzee. I went out the door and made your way to the park.

~le 15 minute time skip~

I was finally at the park. I didn't see anyone there yet so I decided to wait under a tree. a couple minutes later, a tall guy with dark brown hair and 3d looking glasses approached me. "(Y/N)?" he asked. "sollux!" My said getting up and hugging him. "holy thit. your prettier in perthin (person)" he said smirking. I felt my face getting hot. 'oh my god he's really hot and that lisp is just adorable' i thought. "haha thank you" he said. shit. I thought out loud. "oh my god I didn't know I said that out loud I'm sorry" I said,blushing madly "itth okay" he said laughing. "wanna go get thome thtarbucks?" "Sure! id love to" i said. He grabbed my hand and we walked to Starbucks together. We got Into Starbucks and ordered our drinks and sit at a table. "So what have you been up to?" he asks taking a sip of his drink. "I just moved here with my dad actually" I replied.I went to pick up my drink, and my sweater sleeve falls down, revealing the cuts,bruises and scars. "(Y/N) holy thit... what the fuck happened to your armth?!" he asked worriedly. I quickly pulled my sleeve back up. "n-nothing. D-don't worry about I-it" I said. "no! I will fucking worry thatth not fucking okay" he almost yelled. "can we go somewhere more private to talk about this?" I ask quietly. "Thure. but you have to tell me everything" he said grabbing my hand and pulling me up. Us two walked out of Starbucks together and back to the park. when we got there, we both sat under that same tree. "okay..." I started. "well,my father always loved me and we used to be the best of friends. but something inside him..just snapped. He started beating me and my mother turned to alcohol so she's not much help. Gamzee let me stay with him so I wouldent have to go back home and uh..yeah..." I felt tears in my eyes. Sollux hugged my tightly. "I'm tho thorry (Y/N). if Gamthees helping you,you'll be okay" he said. "y-you know Gamzee?" I asked. " Well duh. we go to the thame thcool. Heth one of my betht (best) friendth" he replied. "Oh yeah I forgot" I laughed. We sat there for about only god knows more, laughing and cracking jokes and just talking. It was 7:37 now, I didn't realize how late it was getting and Gamzee would probably be wondering where I was. "Oh I should get going now" I said. "can I walk you home? I mean if you don't mind" he asks. "sure sol!" I say smiling. "Id love that" he stands up and holds a hand out for me to grab on to. He pulls you up and you guys head to Gamzees apartment. We get there and I hug sollux. "I had fun today and uh, thanks for listening to my idiotic rambling" I giggle. "anytime. I'd be happy to whenever you wanna hang out. Thee ya later honeybee" he said as he kissed my cheek. "bye sol~" you say quietly. you have to admit you had the tiniest crush on soll- oh my god no. anyway, you walked into the apartment and went to Gamzees room. "Gamzee can I come in?" you ask. "WAIT A MINUTE!!" he said. Oh god. What was he doing in there...Nevermind I don't wanna know. "y-you can come in now sis" he said. I walked in and sat on the bed with him. He was only in his boxers. you knew exactly what he was doing. "So uh... what were you doing...?" I asked. I kinda didn't wanna find out but at the same time I" did. "Well motherfucker, I was doing...stuff.." he blushed a deep red. "you mean....that kind of stuff..?" I asked cautiously. god why did I just ask that? "Well sis...uh yeah" he said. so many dirty thoughts moving around in

My head right now. So many...

((A/N so guys should I do a lemon chapter or not? I dunno haha :3 and If you guys like it so far leave comments with suggestions or message me or whatever. and should I continue? give meh feedback plezzz))