What if Tom and i?

Part 2

harrys POV

I knew it was wrong of me to leave her. There is so much i want to say to her, but i cant look at her anymore without feeling what she does not. We have always been such close friends, but when we turned 16, something changed! Everything just got weird for me! I have always known that y/n is such a beatiful person, but i had never really thought of her that way.

My feelings got stronger with the years, but the more they did, the more i feel like i pushed her away. At age 17 i could really notice her behavior around Tom. It was different! She had never acted like this before and most definetly not around me. I dont wanna lose her as my friend, but i really like her! She is extremely lovely and she has always been such sweet to me, i just get the feeling that im losing her. Everytime Tom gets back home, she always want to spend the weekend with us.

I had no choice, but to tell her i loved her last week. She had this long conversation with Tom about her mother and it broke my heart that she didnt turn to me. I told her everything that has been going on these past 4 years and she was completely shocked! She told me i was sweet and i had always been very nice to her, but she had caught feelings for another guy. It was not every mans dream to hear, but her rejection wasnt the part that really tore me apart. I knew deep inside my heart that this guy was my older brother Tom even before she said she liked another, i was just in denial. I regretted right after i ran that i did, but i just couldnt really look her in the eyes anymore.

Couldnt look her in the eyes the same way, because it was how she looked at my older brother. Tom gets all the girls and he doesnt really respect them very well. He has new girls in his room every weekend and i dont want him to hurt y/ns feelings. I still care about her deeply!