What if Tom and i?

Part 11

Tom's pov

«I dont have feelings for you Tom.» Those were the seven only words that had been swirling around my head that night. I had always been such a likeable person! Prettymuch every girl that sees me has been into me and if not them, then y/n would always take care of that part. Nothing has ever been loved by me so much as y/n has, is and will always be. That scared the hell out of me!

Something needed to go down my throat right now and sadly, i knew for a fact it would'nt be y/n's tongue. My next option could really not be anything other than alcohol, so i took some beers. When beers were'nt enough, i took some vodka, then some shots and you know the rest. I got heavily drunk and could'nt really see clear at that time.

This girl had been staring at me the entire evening and i got so sick of it. I only had eyes for y/n so i went to tell this girl to leave me alone. She must thought i wanted to flirt with her because she turned and posed really creepy towards me.

Girl: Hey hottie, wanna get out of here? She said with a raspy voice so you could tell she was really drunk too.

I did'nt. I did'nt wanna get out of here with her. I did'nt wanna kiss her, i did'nt even wanna know her name. The only person i wanted to see now was y/n and i was probably the last she would want to meet.

Tom: No, stop staring and winking at me, i said making it sound really serious.

Girl: Who's the girl?

Tom: What girl? I just want you to go away, i have a bad day.

Girl: Im not stupid, i am a girl too you know. Who is she?

Tom: Fine. Well, she is my brothers best friend and also my true love. I messed up big time and now she does'nt have feelings for me anymore!

Girl: Give me your phone!

Tom: What? No! Im not giving you my phone!

Girl: I said give me your phone, im calling someone to pick you up!

Tom: Ughh fine, i said as i handed her my new phone.

It was no bomb to see haz arriving outside the club 20 minutes after. I was just so relieved she did'nt call my mom or something!

Haz: Bro you looked messed as shit, what have you done to yourself? Also this is the first time i have ever picked you up at a club, you always find your way with some girls;))

Tom: Shut up! It's y/n.

Haz: Man you gotta let her go, you're just hurting her.

Tom: She said she did'nt have feelings for me.

Haz: Dude honestly, you're so frickin oblivious and stupid. She's just returning the favor!

Tom: What favor?

Haz: Well you kinda did'nt like her when she liked you bro. Erase that, loved you.

Tom: I know that, im truly sorry for what i did, but i dont wanna talk about it. Lets just leave!

Haz: Fine.

*time skip*

Tom: Haz, stop here!

Haz: Outside y/n's house? She probably does'nt want you there bro

Tom: Please i need this!

Haz: Fine, im such a terrible friend!

Tom: But you're my terrible friend;)

I walked up to her doorstep and i lost all my senses when i saw her.

I started balling my eyes out.
«Y/n i love you and i know you hate me for everything that i am, but i love you. You are the greatest thing planet earth has to offer and i am so happy that i got to meet you. I dont deserve you! Oh, and i love you»

«Tom....»