What if Tom and i?

Part 10

Tom's pov

This is the greatest day of my life! Y/n finally forgave me and i cant wait to spend more time with her. She truly is the most wonderful and gorgeous woman i have met and i am so sorry i did'nt realize sooner. As she kissed me in the park, i could really feel something! I have never felt something like that while being close to anyone, but y/n. Being her boyfriend now has really changed me! I haven't been to the club and i've had zero temptations. I love this girl more than anything and someday i might even ask her to marry me. -If im so lucky she would still be mine by that time.

Y/n's pov

It's great being friends with Tom again! We werent really friends before, but you know -At least we dont hate each other anymore. At this time i just wanna hang out with Harry though! We havent really gotten to hang out a lot ever since the whole Tom thing started. I know Tom and i wont probably hang out anymore because he's always either up and about or with all these girls and im Harry's best friend either way. Harry is my best friend and i really love him!

I went to my phone and saw a text from... Tom?

Texts:

T: Hey sweetie! Wanna go out tonight? We can do whatever you want🥰
Y: I really just wanted to hang with Harry tonight, but i guess pizza's fine!
T: I'll pick you up at 7💞
Y: Sure, but i wont dress up
T: You look good in whatever you wear, babe
Y: Yeah, right.

Why on earth does Tom want to hang out with me? It's his last night in town, shouldn't he be on a bar hookin' up with some girls? I didn't really want to hang out with him either. I missed my best friend Harry and i really wanted to see him. This doesn't make any sense, but i guess some pizza wont hurt either way.

Tom's pov

I have nothing to wear! On this field i was always like a girl, nothing to wear. My wardrobe was big as a city, but now that i was going on the first date ever with my gorgeous girlfriend -I had absolutely nothing to wear.

By the time had passed 6:40, it was time to go and i had to just throw on whatever shirt i could find! This was gonna be a really good day!

I got to y/n's house and she was wearing this red shirt and some blue jeans. God, she took my breath away in a really scary way!

*time skip to the date*

T: I love being out in the open with you, i dont care if the paparazzi catches us!
Y: Why would you care in the first place?
T: Because they will react at me doing this *i leaned in and kissed my beautiful girlfriend as i could feel the words passing through my mouth*

God i really loved this woman! I wouldnt ever want to pull away from her, but she flinched right away! Why? Did i do something wrong? Was it too soon?

Y/n's pov

HE KISSED ME! Why on earth would he kiss me? In what universe would it be natural for him to smash his lips against mine? We are just friends right?

Y: WHY THE FRICK DID YOU DO THAT? I screamed at him as if someone were to try and steal my phone.
T: Why wouldn't i baby?
Y: Because it's a really weird thing to do!! Tell me why??!!! I was so mad at him! He didn't realize that if someone caught us cheating it would destroy his reputation and privacy, but i was mostly mad because i told myself to never see Tom that way again, and this kiss was preventing it to happen.
T: So now i can't kiss my girlfriend anymore? I know i hurt you really bad, but i thought we were over that! I love you💞

Hearing Tom say those words really broke my heart! I wanted more than anything to say them back, but i had to stay strong! I knew he was still playing me.

Y: Tom, we agreed to stop this whole faking thing, it's just dumb.
T: Who said im faking it?
Y: You said just a couple of weeks ago that you did!
T: Im not anymore, faking it with you made me realize that i have some real feelings for you.
Y: Stop, you're just hurting yourself!
T: I know you like me too!
Y: I dont.
T: Babe, look me in the eye and tell me you dont have feelings for me!
Y: I Dont have feelings for you Tom.

Arghhh, why on earth did i say that? How did i even manage to say that? It's not one bit true! No doubt he's a good actor thought, he truly looked heartbroken. Oh, how i was in love with some bad news!

Tom's pov

Y: I dont have feelings for you Tom.

I had never heard a sentence before that really broke me, that really made me feel something. At this day i woke up carefree, excited about my first date with the prettiest girl as the luckiest man in the world, and now im here!

T: Fine. Let's eat as friends!
*time passed and it was finally time to go home, i had some unfinished sorrow to let out of my body.*

I needed to get away from life for a while! Then i saw this bar and i figured it was a great way to forget all of this, so i went in for some drinks...

STAY TUNED FOR THE NEXT PART!!!