What if Tom and i?

Part 8

y/n's pov

Tom: I wanted to get back toghether with Louise. Everyone could tell you liked me so i used you to get Louise jealous and she would want to date me again. We're back toghether! Im so sorry y/n i never meant to hurt you!

It was like my whole world was crumbling down. I know that i almost believed haz, but the fact of hearing from Tom that it was indeed the truth, that was the worst thing i had ever experienced. I could see the shadows of the door when i slammed it in front of his face and onto the doorframe.

Constantly, i could here hard knocks for the next 20 minutes, but i ignored them. How could i ever feel guilt now? Hearing the knocks kinda helped. The sound of that little rat begging for forgiveness was the most satisfying i have ever heard. I wanted him to hurt like hurt me. I wanted him to hurt a lot worse.

tom's pov

*knock* I knocked again. Than again, and again, and again. My explenation got completely ignored like i had left it in the car. I had it coming after everything did to her. The biggest wish i have in life is for y/n to be happy, but it was also with me. Y/n would probably never forgive me, but i am not gonna give up that easily.

I stayed at her porch overnight. The need of a new chance with y/n was huge. I had never regretted anything in my life more than this. She had this garden chair outside and an old pillow so i slept with that. I froze my butt off. By time had got 9:30am someone open the door.

T: Y/N!! I shouted even though she was like 2 feet in front of me.
Y: I have one question to ask you.
T: Did you know i was sleeping out here?
Y: I said i give questions, you give answers.
T: Yeah right, sorry y/n!
Y: Are you still in love with Louise?
My heart exploded. I wanted her to ask me easier questions. Questions i could answer without hating myself. She would never forgive me!
T: Y/n, you know i am still with Louise and...
Y: That wasnt the question! Y/n immediatly interrupted me. Are you in love with her?
T: Not as much with you. I dont think i love her, but i do really like her.

y/n's pov

Y: Are you still in love with her?
T: Not as much with you. I dont think i love her, but i do really like her.
My heart pounded really fast and skipped a couple of beats too. I really wanted to tell him that i still liked him and i forgive him, but i cant. I dont forgive him! He hurt me really bad and that means something. My lips got so attracted to him, but at the same time i could feel my eyes were seconds from balling. No, i had to stay strong and try my best to stay independed and mad.
Y: Than why are you still with her?
I could tell by the looks on his face that he was breathtaken by the question.
T: I honestly dont know why. Im so sorry y/n i can break up with her right now if that makes you happy.
Of course it would make me happy. Of course i wanted to be with him.
Y: Well you're obviously in love with me, but dont think that it will get you anywhere.
I never regretted that a sentence came out of my mouth anymore than i that time.
T: Its ok y/n. I will still break up with her.

Will y/n ever forgive him?
Next part coming up!