Atelophobia| Vent Book

mistake

This is kinda a part 2 to 'dear anonymous' but it's a lot more detail.

So I was in a relationship with this guy, he was super in love with me. We dated for awhile until I started developing feelings for this girl I was friends with.

I cheated on him with her because I didn't have the heart to tell him that I wanted to leave him for my friend. Finally I mustered up the courage to tell him that I was breaking up with him and I told him.

I thought everything was fine so me and the girl made it official. Well, one day me and her were in the hallway between our classrooms and we kissed, and he saw. The guy and I were in quiet terms even before this but after that, he started actively avoiding me, and I understand why. Soon, we stopped speaking at all.

Some other minor things happened but that's for another day

This happened a year ago and I still feel guilty, but I'm coming to terms with it, I broke up with the girl but we're still friends.

I just needed to get this off my chest