Some would say a lost soul was one that was lost from the start. Others could say it was lost during the journey that is on going. For Tamia it was sort of both, it lost from the events of her childhood which she's been running from all her life. On...
"No she's not, what sick game y'all trying to play." I was getting angry, I just seen Tamia this morning. There's no way. The detective called another officer over. He pulled out his phone and played a recording.
"To Ebony.. I'm sorry, I wish I could get a formal goodbye but I guess this is it. Thank you for taking me and my sister in. Take care of her . I think I could say I love you, goodbye."
"Call it 2:35 pm." He put his phone back in his pocket. The tears came down, my heart dropped.
"She wanted us to give you this."
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It was her heart shaped necklace. My tears fell even faster.
"The officers found these letters in her cell, here. We're sorry for your loss, I wish I could've did something to have gotten her out quicker. Before this happened, I'm willing to pay for the funeral cost if—."
"Go, just GO!" I yelled, I was beyond hurt. How was I gonna tell Kellie. As I was turning around, Kellie came behind me and hugged me.
"I'm so sorry Kellie." She sniffled and then held my hand
"It's ok. Tamia wouldn't want us crying. She loved me and she loved you. We gotta be strong for her. Come on let's go inside." Kellie walked in with me, I gave her the letter and she went upstairs. I sat in Tamia room and read mines
Ebony... where do I start? Oh ok I got it. Once again thank you, for everything that you've done for me, my sister. Watch out for that wild one, she can get into some trouble. But on a serious note, I wish I could be with you right now, doing whatever. I started to fall for you right at the time when you put me in a damn wheelchair. You made my first time special, had my ass in there hollering. Thought my body was gone split in two. But then when I got a taste of you, I was like damn this was it right here lol. When I first seen you I thought you were so beautiful and you are, you're gorgeous. Your eyes always caught me, made me shiver. Your voice is just ugh, I could listen to you talk all day. I miss you honestly, though you come everyday I still miss you. Your touch, your kisses, your hugs. When I get out of here I'm making up for all the lost time, trust and believe it. I was gonna give you something the day I told you my true feelings, but I have a question. Is it wrong to love your teacher, in the way I love you. Is it wrong to feel for your teacher, the way I feel for you. Is it wrong to have thoughts about your teacher, the way I've thought about you. If loving you is wrong... then fuck being right. Look go to the right side under the mattress, I got something for you.... I hope you like it, it's sorta a thank you. I'll see you soon
Love yours, TJ
I put don't the letter down and looked for what she left. I found it pulling it out, it was a diamond anklet. There's was a note attached to it.
