Charlotte's P. O. V
I couldn't sleep. So many things ran through my mind at the same time. The memory of that night came flooding back.
Why did I have to close my eyes. I was sure he wanted to kiss me. I should have pushed him away or at least tried to stop him. But I had to close my eye like an idiot, waiting earnestly to feel his lips against mine. Good thing Schwoz came because I wouldn't want him to kiss me. Who am I kidding. I wanted him to kiss me, to hold me tightly. I go out of my way to look good so that he would compliment me. I didn't wanna think about why I do such things. I just associate it with the fact that am a normal teenage girl craving attention. Deep down I have always known there was more to it, I didn't wanna admit it to myself or to anybody but the truth is I like Henry. In as much as I tried to hide or curb my feelings, the simple truth is that I like him a lot. A truth that makes me happy and sad at the same time. I like him and there is a possibility he likes me too. But I can't act on that because soon I will be leaving swell ville to face the real world. But what if he doesn't like me? What if he is just fooling around with me? Henry wouldn't do that. Am certain he likes me or at the very least he feels attracted to me. He did try to kiss me. I can't help but smile remembering the way his hand felt against my face. It felt like it belonged there. I could feel his breath against my face,impatiently waiting for his lips to touch mine. I swear I wanted to connect our lips faster but it took everything in me to hold back. Now I regret that decision. I really wanted Henry to kiss me. I wanted kiss him so badly. I wanna be so close to him, when I hugged him earlier I wanted to be one with him. I love him so much that it hurts not been able to express how I feel. I might have realised it too late but I know in my heart that I love Henry Hart. And am very happy about that. He might not love me but am sure he likes me and that is enough for now. The love I have for him is enough for the two of us. If only I have the courage to express my emotions. But what for? It is not like we have time anymore. In a matter of weeks we would be separated. Maybe we could try long distance relationship or I could try and try and convince him to come with me to Stamford. Maybe he will come with me. Who am I fooling, Henry would never leave swell Vile. He would never leave his job as kid danger, it means everything to him. It truly saddening that I feel this way and can't express it even when I know I have a chance with him. Because I know the guy has been hitting on, am not stupid, I just pretend not to notice. I have noticed him staring and he has been extra protective this days. Though he does a good job in pretending am still Charlotte Paige. I know Henry Hart likes me or at least he has a crush on me. I smiled and held my blanket tighter, Piper was right Henry really likes me. I might not be able to do anything but am still okay with the fact that at least someone as wonderful as him could find me attractive. I slept with a big smile plastered on my face.
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Hi.
Forgive me I know this chapter is short but the next will be here..
Love you all.
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Senior Year
قصص الهواةI wanted to feel angry but all I could think was how handsome he looked with that smile...she sighed "this is really gonna be a senior year to remember".
