Table 5•l.h

Chapter 9//Heartache on the big screen

I wake up and I'm still embraced in Luke's arms.

My head is resting on his chest. 

I escape Luke's death grip and grab my purse.

I always packed my make up.

I grab my makeup bag and look around Luke's bedroom.

He luckily had a bathroom connected to his bedroom so I didn't have to be questioned on why my cheeks were stained with mascara. 

All I wanted to do was forget about Ryder and move on.

I know it wasn't going to be easy but I was going to do it.

I open his washroom and it's a mess.

"I guess the guys weren't lying when they told an interviewer that Luke was the messiest."

Being the neat freak that I am I pick up his dirty laundry and put it in his laundry basket. 

I arrange all his hair products, tooth brush and tooth paste along with his combs neatly into the drawer.

I clean the sink. 

I put away the towels and fold the clean one's neatly.

"Much better." I whisper to myself.

I take out a makeup remover wipe and start to remove the mascara from my cheeks and my eyes.

Once I'm finished with that I start to put on my mascara.

I start to sing.

This song described me right now.

"It started out like in the movies." 

"But it ended like a bad dream."

"Curtain opened, heard the crowd roar."

"This one's a repeat, seen it before."

"Rewind to the start before it all went wrong."

"what's going on?"

"Fast forward to the end. After everyone's gone home."

"And they've forgotten it all."

"This ain't a movie that I want to see."

"A tragic story starring you and me."

"Yell "cut", we're stuck inside this scene."

"This is heartache on the big screen."

"The clock is ticking and I'm out of time."

"The camera's rolling and I forgot my lines."

"My script is ripped and now I see."

"This is heartache on the big screen."

(If u didn't know this song you're not a true fan but I still love u)

"Said the girl who doesn't know any of our songs." Luke's voice scares me.

I scream.

"You scared me." I say taking deep breaths and putting a hand to my heart.

I feel my heartbeat beating a thousand times a second.

He chuckles.

"Sorry."

"And no I recently learnt your songs but when I first met you, I didn't know them."

"Alright."

"Don't fucking scare me again. I'll cut you." I threaten.

He laughs.