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Part 3

    When she did I'm sorry man my heart dropped 🤦🏽‍♀️😭 y'all don't even know how hurt i was 💯 the nurse was even crying for me because she seen how much pain i was in 💯🤦🏽‍♀️ she walked out the room crying saying she can't 😭💯 my mom came in the room and just cried and I'm so sorry baby that this happened to you and that i couldn't protect my little girl . My dad was even in the waiting room crying hitting things knocking them over because he was so hurt 😭. I know he wanted to kill them in his mind but i didn't want anybody to go to jail or die because i felt like i deserved that even though i didn't do anything i still felt like i deserved that 💯🤦🏽‍♀️ so another nurse finally came in the room and did the rape test and told me that they will have my results in a couple days to say whether i got something or not 😞 . I just wanted to go home so they gave me some medicine and ice pack and sent me on my way i got home and went right into my room . I cried so much that i was just tired that night my mom slept with me the whole night  i don't even think she actually went to sleep that night . I know my dad didn't i heard him downstairs crying and upset 💯🤦🏽‍♀️ . The next morning when i got up my mom made me breakfast in bed and my dad was right there and he kissed me and asked was it ok for him to ask me who did this or is it to soon and I'm like no it's not but i really wanna just put this whole thing behind me 💯🤦🏽‍♀️ and i can tell my dad was mad but he loved me so he just let it go . So for the next couple days i stayed in bed didn't go to school didn't even turn my phone back on because I didn't want to see what everybody was going to be saying about me because i knew it all came out 💯🤦🏽‍♀️😒. I had the perfect teen life huh ? 😒 ... that evening the nurse called me and asked me how was i doing and was i healing and I'm like yeah i am and she like that's good but i don't want you to be upset but you might wanna sit down for this one . So i already knew in my head it was going to be something that i didn't wanna hear 🤦🏽‍♀️ and then she told me that my results came back that i had AIDS AND I JUST CRIED  😭 saying no it can't be it can't be she like it is hunny i checked it twice and i just hung up the phone my mom comes in from work and asks me what's wrong I'm like they just told me that i have AIDS she said who told you that hunny and I'm like the nurses at the hospital my mom just cried and said maybe it's a mistake i three the phone and said no they checked it twice 😭😭 i can't get rid of that don't you understand that 😭😭 she tried hugging me but i just ran to my room locked the door and cried 😭 right then and there i wanted to kill myself because i didn't wanna live with that for the rest of my life 💯🤦🏽‍♀️ I'm asking god why ? Why me ? Why did i deserve this ? What did i do ? I let them do what they did and look now i have something i can't get rid of EVER 🤦🏽‍♀️ won't even be able to have kids , a husband, a life 😭 everything is over for me that this point  so might as well end it now 😭😒💯 . My mom knocking on my door and I'm just telling her to go away i don't wanna talk leave me alone so she left and said baby i love you and please don't do none crazy please 😭 i can't lose my daughter again 💯 and i said I'm already gone 💯 there is no more nisha the nisha y'all knew and loved is gone she left after that night she got raped by 3 different boys 😒💯...