SET UP 🤦🏽‍♀️

Part 5

So finally they said some well my mom said some do i wanna keep the baby and go through the loss of losing the baby or just abort it now and get it over with ? 👀🤦🏽‍♀️💯 im not knowing what i wanna do because this shit just can't get no worse for me 🤦🏽‍♀️ . I just went in my room and laid down trying to think what i should do about this baby that's growing inside of me 🙄 I'm knowing i should because i don't want to have any type of connection to none of them that did this to me 💯, but i can't blame the baby because it didn't do anything to me and aint the blame for what it's dad did to me over something that i didn't do 💯. So you know what i did i felt the only thing i could do at this point was get on my knees and pray 🙏🏽 that's right i said pray 💯 because that's the only way i felt like i was going to get the right answer on what to do 💯 . I think i prayed and talked to god for hours that day man 💯 . But eventually after days of praying i finally got my answer and was told that my baby was going to be ok and have no disease at all 💯😳 when i hear those words i was so happy 😀 but who would believe me so i kept it to my myself all the months i was pregnant until my beautiful daughter was born 🥰💯 and the doctors tested her while she was in the hospital and said she didn't have none but we still need to come back in 3-6 months to test her again to make sure . When i tell y'all i live in a small town i do because a month after my baby was born i get this text out of no where and it was from one of the boys that raped and asked so you was pregnant 🤰🏽 all this time ? And i didn't even wanna respond i mean how could i sit up there and have a conversation with one of boys that raped me last year ? 😒 so i didn't even respond so he continues to text me saying he sorry for what he did and if that's his baby he wanna help take care of it because he was forced to do that there's that PEER PRESSURE AGAIN, but how I'm going to believe any of them when they all was ready to have sex wit me even after i pleaded with them not to so i don't even feel bad about not talking to him i have my parents i don't need no help from no man 🅿️👌🏽 ... that's what people fail to realize we don't need a nigga for NOTHING especially the ones that DO YOU WRONG 💯 so two other numbers texts me the same but one of the boys got to threatening me talking about they will kill me and that baby something i should have did when i was pregnant with the baby , but i just blocked the numbers because i wasn't going to let them get to me because i have be alive to raise my daughter 💯🥰 so later that day my mom and dad asked me to come talk and I'm like ok so i go downstairs and talk to them and they like so since the baby is here and healthy we wanna know do you wanna tell us who the people that raped you so you can get a DNA 🧬 test done to see who the father is because even though they did that she still deserves to know who her father is 💯 i was mad that they asked me that YES but i knew they was right about it so I'm like yeah i am but i don't know Their names just seen their faces in the room but i know who might 😒 ..... i got quiet for a while ..... and then they asked WHO ? And I'm like my so called bestfriends and they like huh. ? Why would they know ? And i finally told my parents the real story 🙄😒🤦🏽‍♀️ and this was their face the whole time 😳😞😡..... i should have told them sooner but i couldn't 💯 .... the police got involved now so we had to go down to the police station and talk about what happened and get a DNA TEST done on my baby . I seen when they brought my so called friends in there and on of the girls looked at me and mouthed that i was so dead and when i tell you i felt like it was in slow motion it was 💯 I'm guessing at first the girls didn't wanna talk so i seen when they put them n the cell and the girl that didn't like me was just threatening me and my child life so you know what i did i stood up and told her you can threaten me all you want but you damn sure not about to threaten the life of my beautiful child because that's when you got me fucked up ... mothers keepers a bitch ..... and she was silent and shocked 😳 ... the others girls was laughing so she told them to shut up 🤐 . Then i left and went home 💯 the next morning the police station called and said one of the girls started talking and wouldn't stop 🛑 she said they got a video of the incident and they getting a warrant for the girls phone to see the video and see who the boys were because they didn't know their names either 💯 i told my parents so later that day we got a call asking do we wanna come down to the station to see the video and i said yeah i wanna see 💯 we got there and they played the video and i just cried so softly and my parents cried i just walked out couldn't see anymore 💯😭🤦🏽‍♀️.... so a couple hours later they bring the boys that was in the video in to do a line up so i can pick who did this to me 🤦🏽‍♀️ i was nervous but i did it ... i picked the exact three boys that did this to me and they put them in hand cuffs and got their DNA 🧬 too 💯 so a week after that day the DNA tests came back and the first boy to rape me was the father of my daughter and i was so mad because i wouldn't be as mad if it was somebody else because that's the one that threatened me and my baby life and now he's the father of my child 🤦🏽‍♀️ just my fucking luck huh 🙄💯 ... we went to court for it didn't go how i wanted it because they got right off after showing them the video and even testifying they still got off because his daddy can afford the best lawyer in town 💯🤦🏽‍♀️ i was so hurt and just cried because they got let off with just a scratch for what they did to me 🤦🏽‍♀️ even the girls got off 🤦🏽‍♀️ so NOBODY GOT PUNISHED FOR WHAT THEY DID TO ME 🤦🏽‍♀️😒 .... sad right yeah i know