Wow! It really sucks when you're in love with one of your best friends even though SHE IS STRAIGHT.
It also makes it so much worse when you're reading a fan fiction about a guy (Jungkook) being in love with his straight best friend (Taehyung) and they end up falling in love and getting married and then you just sit there thinking and then you're sad because you know there is no possible way that life would be that kind to you.
And then you think about the beautiful torture you're gonna go through when you and her go to California together and get to spend five whole days together 24 hours a day. And holy shit remember when you almost got over her TWICE yet here you are IN LOVE WITH HER my goodness you should've gotten over her when you had the fucking chance.
