It's fine, I forgive you... // Bakudeku angst // (DISCONTINUED)

2. What the hell, Deku?

Classes werent suspended on the next morning just because two students fought eachother, no. Those students were the ones forced to miss classes, that was the fair way for the rest of UA.

So, that next day, everyone in the dorms left with their stuff packed and headed to class except for the two boys who weren't allowed to (you know who they are~). They not only couldn't go to class nor training but cleaning the dorms up was also part of their punishment.

Kacchan's Pov:
I woke up to my annoying alarm and didnt hesitate to punch it at first, then turned it off (good thing it didnt break, yet).
"God dammit! I forgot I didnt need to wake up this early today! Tch, whatever" I said as I got out of bed and stretched "It's gonna be a long day with that annoying deku all over the place, gah shit."

Picking up everyone's trash wasnt what annoyed me the most tho, but I knew deku would bring up any of those stupid things I slipped yesterday as small talk and will of course try to dig deep into my weakness. I wasnt gonna let him have what he wanted to so easy, now was I? No. I am better than just a weak deku, that of yesterday were just lies he appears to believe, nothing more.

Basically, I got my shit ready, took a shower and had breakfast, then I waited for deku to wake up on my phone.
pff, I wasn't gonna do his work just because he's lazy today, no way!
And so, I waited and waited, but after a 30 long minutes, my patience disappeared and I went to get that shitty nerd out of his hell hole.

I headed to his room and knocked on the door, but it wasn't even closed, so it slowly opened fully to reveal a messy room with all might merch all over. I gazed over to the bed only to find the sheets were messy too and curled at the bottom of the bed, no deku sleeping in here.

"What the hell? Where the fuck are you nerd? We have something to do, stop messing around with me!!" I yelled out the door, so if he was in some other place around the dorms he would hear me.

Then, I heard a loud noise coming from the bathroom.

"Uh?!? Deku? The fuck is up with you?" Gotta admit, that loud noise... Surprised me at the time.

Izuku's pov:

I was awake when I heard everyone leave for school this morning, couldnt sleep much yesterday, as usual, I'm even surprised I was able to sleep... Thing is, I was bored after a while of checking social media for some awesome hero news! But there werent many interesting things. I thought about breakfast but I then remembered I shouldn't, so I just changed clothes and went to the common room.

I heard kacchan's room door open, and I sprinted away without making a noise, I really knew he didnt want to see me after 'exposing himself', so it was for the best.
I was kinda tired but couldn't sleep, hungry but shouldnt eat and bored most of all. I kept wondering, what could I do until kacchan is done with his stuff? As I thought that, I looked around for something to entertain myself. Maybe I should clean this up.... Nah, another time. And then is when I remembered.
Long time ago, I heard about this thing that appears to help people get through things and even out of boredom- its basically a bad way of keeping your mind off emotional distress, but also is really effective. Yep, you guessed it, cutting. I had some bad habits already, but none stopped me from achieving my dream, one more wont hurt. I thought about things I could use to begin with and instantly looked over some scissors over my desk, they weren't much of a deal but enough to keep me busy. I grabbed them and went inside the bathroom to proceed with my new habit.

I held the scissors tight and sat on the floor, back resting on one wall. Let's do this, it'll help you. I drew lines across my thighs with the not so sharp scissors. They weren't sharp enough to cut my skin, only to wound it a bit, just like when you scratch yourself too hard. I liked that feeling. It will leave marks, but they arent deep enough to take long to scar nor dangerous. I decided pain was kind of satisfactory. Much more than just seeing blood drops fall with all your empty dreams inside. Pain was a whole new world yet to explore. I will come back again to see more of it.

I was about to make my 4th 'scratch' when I suddenly heard bakugo yell for me, he probably was mad and looking for me everywhere. Hearing his voice so suddenly made me flinch, throwing the scissors away into the mirror in front of me, breaking it in pieces. You got to be kidding me, seriously. I thought and let a long sigh come out of my mouth.

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Well, now have a longer chapter! I felt like writing more, now that I have it more clear how I want this story to go like, more or less- im sorry guys but this whole shit gonna be depressing, cute and angsty XDDD bless.

Lots of love! See you in next chapter!

Updated: 27 of July, 2019