Warning: Story May Include Self-Harm Triggers
Ashton comes is looking mad enough to rip someone's head off. He doesn't give us time to explain, but instantly starts yelling.
"What are you even doing!?! Is there something going on I don't know about?" We don't know how to answer that, so we stay silent. "You know what, just go to you rooms. Now!"
We quickly run to our rooms, laughter long gone. I run straight to my bed, bursting into tears as soon as I jump on it. My wrists start itching, so I decide it's time for the blade again. I go into the bathroom, pulling out my hidden blades on the way.
I sit down on the floor, and start running the blade across my wrists. I leave a few cuts on each wrist, at this point I'm crying so hard. I hear footsteps, so I quickly bandage my wrists, and re-hide my blades.
That takes up all the time I have before Ashton walks in. "What happened back there, Sydney?" "Really Ash, it was nothing. I accidentally fell on him, and with how heavy I am I accidentally knocked him over," I say, making sure to put emphasis on the accidentally part.
"You're not that heavy," said Ashton. I reply with a simple, "Whatever."
"Well, it's almost dinner time." he says. "I'm not really hungry, Ash. I'll stay in my room." After that he leaves, probably to get the other boys and eat.
The truth is, I am hungry. But I don't need to eat any more than I have to. I eat too much already. I'm fat, ugly, annoying, worthless, a slut, and all the other names I get called.
I haven't told Ash about the bullies or anything. He would probably tell mom, who would then freak out. No one outside of school knows about the bullying, and only Lizzie knows about my self-harming. And that's how it's going to stay.
A.N. Hey, guys. This chapter is more of a filler, and I wanted to let you know about Sydney's self-harming.
I don't encourage self-harm at all, no one should do it. If you self harm, and need someone to talk to, don't be afraid to PM me. I'll talk to you anytime. I know you might not want to talk to anyone about it, and that's ok too.
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