too late // choi seungcheol

g

coming.

the rest of the year has flown by without you chaejungie. although it has been painful, i'm glad that the boys are by my side.

it still hurts though.

every time i walk by your house, see your account on instagram, or scroll through my camera roll to see photos of you, it hurts.

every time i see a product advertised by x1, watch mulan, or go to the school carnivals, it hurts.

it all hurts because you're gone.

and now that you're gone, i realize that i should've told you.

i really did love you so much chaejung-ah.

and your loss has given me one thing

after i realized my love for you, the same thing occurred for me too.

hanahaki happens to all of us, i guess.

except there is no cure for mine. you're gone, just as i will be.

if someone's reading this, it means that i've joined chaejung now.

fin.