Being different (Grizz Visser just wants to be accepted)[on hold until season 2]

Chapter 8

(TW-Mentions of self harm, bulimia, anorexia, and homophobia)

Luke's POV

Grizz started to shake and his breathing got all choppy, I don't know what to do, is he having a panic attack?

"Grizz are you okay?!?" I know he isn't but what else am I supposed to ask

I put my hand on his shoulder but he just flinched and pushed it off. His breathing got more out of control and he started sobbing. 'I don't know what to do I'm way over my head!'

"Okay Grizz I'm gonna need you to match my breathing,"
I say calmly
"Breath in for 4 seconds, hold for 7, now breath out for 8," (haha does anyone get my reference)
I have him breathing like that for about 3 minuets and he is almost calm now.
I didn't want to ask him what he was gonna ask me earlier because I didn't want him panicking again, but now I'm really worried for him and I'm almost certain that he harms him self.

Grizz looks calm now but is still jumpy and nervous so I turn on a movie, and not even half way through he was out
'I guess all that crying and panicking really tired him out.'

(Time skip brought to you by summer is almost over)

Grizz's POV

I woke up about 6:00, Luke was making dinner and Jason was over.
I sat up a bit to see if anyone else was there but no it was just Luke and Jason

"Hey! How are you feeling?" Luke asked me

"I'm okay I guess," i say not telling him how I really feel
'He hates you'
'He thinks your weak'
'Worthless'
'You should cut'
'Stupid'
'Go cut'
'Ugly'
'Cut'
'Unlovable'
'cut'
'Useless'
'Cut'
"I uhhhh...I'm gonna go home!" I blurt out getting my self together

"Grizz wait stay for dinner," Luke pleas

"Yeah stay!" Jason joins in

"No, i really have to go," I try to leave but Luke grabs my wrist

"Ow hey let go!" My whining was cut off by Luke

"You should really stay for dinner!" Luke commanded (in a nice way)

"Okay...I will," I said in defeat.

Yay another chapter and cliffhanger
But that aside I finally have the motivation so hopefully I can get more chapters out

Love you all stay creative <333333