𝐁𝐀𝐃 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐃𝐒 - 𝐉𝐀𝐄𝐘𝐎𝐍𝐆

七

Taeyong pov

When I wake up, I look around me and I almost jump of surprise. Johnny is sleeping peacefully on the other side of my bed.

After telling my story to him last night , I felt asleep in his arms.
And apparently, he slept with me, probably to comfort me.

I feel my heart burns at the thought of him protecting me.

Maybe Johnny is really an honest guy.

I go on the bathroom to take a shower. After finishing and getting dressed I go down in the kitchen to make coffee and breakfast.

I suddenly shiver at the feeling of two arms around my waist.

«Good morning sweet Tae.»
He whispers in my ears, with his low morning voice.

I turn around to face him.

«I made coffee and breakfast. Do you want some?»

«Of course, thank you Tae.»

He smiles softly at me as he takes a cup of coffee and a plate of fried eggs.

We get at the table and we start eating.

«I thought of something before sleeping last night to help you at high school.»

I nod my head to encourage him silently to continue.

«I want us to be a fake couple at school. This way I'll could protect you easier.»
He says in a serious tone.

«No please no Johnny. I don't want you to be bullying like me!»
I exclaim, not wanting him to be in danger because of me.

«Listen Tae, I'm not going to let myself being bullied ok? Don't worry about me Tae, I'll be okay. It's the only way I have to protect you.»

«Are you even gay Johnny?»

«No, I don't think so, but it doesn't bother me to pretend to be in a relationship with you. I want to protect you and I'm going to do everything I could to do it. Do you agree?»

«I agree Johnny, thank you so much for helping me,
but please be safe and careful.»

«I hope you find me very beautiful because you're going to be stuck with me 'till the end of high school.»
He says making his eyebrows moving to emphasize his words.

I burst in laughter at his sudden humor and kick his right arm.

«You look like a model Johnny, of course I find you beautiful.»
I declare, trying to calm my crazy laughter.

«Tae, I'm going to ask you somethings but if you don't want to answer I understand.»

«Ok, Go ahead.»

«Where are you parents? I didn't hear them getting home last night.»

«Oh... honestly I don't exactly know where they are but they're working a lot. Sometimes they're not home for weeks so I'm used to it, I don't really mind it anymore.»
I try to sound confident.

I'm lying. Of course, I mind it. I. miss my parents a lot. I'm like terribly lonely in there.

«Ok I see. You can ask me questions too if you want.»

«I know you are foreigner, where are you exactly from?»

«I'm American, from Chicago. I moved in Korea a week ago for the job of my parents. My parents are Korean, but I was born and grew up in Chicago.»

«Do you miss Chicago?»

«Honestly, not that much, I'm okay here.
And I'm with you so it's so much better.»
He says, laughing softly at the end.

I just smile at him before placing myself on his lap to hug him.

He told me he's not gay, but I find surprising how he's so comfortable with all this kind of 'gay' interaction.

He pats the back of my head, his other hand caressing one of my legs.

It feels so good to be safe with someone.

After finishing our breakfast, we make our way to the couch for watching a movie.

While all the movie, I was in Johnny's arms.

But like I said, every good moment has an end, and Johnny have to go at his home.

He kisses my cheek and put one arm around my waist.

«Good Saturday sweet Tae,
don't forget to treat your injury.»

«Thank you for all Johnny,
see you soon.»

After he left, I make sure to lock the door and I go upstairs in my bathroom.

I take my toothbrush, kneel in front of the toilet and put my toothbrush deeply in my throat, making myself throwing up all my breakfast.

I let myself crying, my knees hurting on the cold tiles.

I must be better.

I need to be better.

But I still want to die.

Johnny, help me, please.

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bonjour,

here's the chapter seven, hope you still enjoy the story.

what kind of end do you want much
? angst or happy end?

don't hesitate to comment and vote if you want. i would like to know what do you think about the story.

anyway,
next chapter wednesday, please look forward to it!

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