I'll never know
I won't ask
Once that question
Was at the tip of my tongue
Ready to spring out of my mouth
The second I saw you
Now I don't wish to see you again
I've failed to be a good guidance counsellor
I employed myself when nobody
Wanted me employed
I tossed around I love you too much
The fact that I won't even care to know
About your wellbeing
Your life
Your sanity
Your stability
Your emotions
Your health
Makes me realise
It was so far from love
You were my everything
For the few seconds I few everything away
But then I got everything back
Realised I didn't need you
You might think I discarded you
But I couldn't
When I never had you in the first place
I knew
You weren't mine
You never were
Never again
Will I ask
How you are
I don't know where you are
When before I latched on like a limpet
But this limpet
Has lost its home rock
I homed to the wrong rock
And now I've departed
That's all you are to me
A rock I departed from
How you are doing...
I don't care
