My own path

9

Bill's body laid limp in my arms as I see a circular black object attached to his hand. I reach my hand out to it but then someone drags me away from Bill by my wrist's. I look up and see ford. Looking down at me with anger in his eyes. I look back at bill to see mabel cuffing him. I try to desperately reach out for him but ford just drags me further back.
"Stop!!!! Bill wake up !!!! Please god please wake up!!! Mabel take your soon to be deceased hands off of him!!!"
I yelled. Mabel glared at me and comes right up to me. Slapping me across the face.
"What the hell are you doing with a demon like him!!!"
She yells at me. I glare at her. Then spit in her face. She whines and starts whipping her eyes before slapping me again on the same side.

I look at uncle Stan and see him stare angrily at Mable.
"Kid don't hurt your brother no matter who's he involved with it does not give anyone the right to hurt him"
Uncle Stan says angrily. I smile at him and mouth a thank you. He nods.
"Stan don't take the kids side!!! He should've known that he could've ended the whole world by just even speaking to the demon much more kissing him!!!"
Ford yells accusingly. I glare at him then smile at the top of my head
"How was I supposed to know that I was seeing a demon?! When you just told me a few minutes ago!!! Besides I thought demons where supposed to look weird or hideous!! Wasn't my fault that I didn't know this was THE bill you where speaking of!!!"
I yelled a perfectly believable lie. Ford looked at me still not fully certain. I look at him faked hurt. He sighs and nods. Fool, and he's supposed to be the smart one here?
"Alright mabel lock up your brother in his room I'm not taking any chances"
Ford orders shoving me towards Mabel. I fall onto my knees and glare at the ground. Is this how a 'family' treats others? I feel a hand on my shoulder and look up. I see Stan look at me with worry. I sigh and stand up. My pants where covered in dirt and mud.

Uncle Stan walks me away from Mabel, ford and bill.
"It's ok I got him you two take Bill downstairs"
Uncle Stan said. When we got back inside Into my room he sighed and stood against the wall.
"Tell me the truth kid since when do you know bill?"
He asked me I look down at my hands not answering him.
"Dipper i promise I won't tell anyone just please, talk to me"
He begged. I sigh in frustration and look up at uncle Stan.
"Ever since I got here, I met him on the way here. He seemed suspicious at first, but when he promised me something I've wanted for so long. I knew that bill and his friends where the only people who actually saw me as, well me. So we made a deal I help him and his friends to take over this world and he gives me the life I've always dreamed of"
I explained.
"Is that all he wants?"
He asks me
"He also gets, me"
I say. Uncle Stan walks over to me with shock in his eyes.
"What do you mean he gets you?"
He asks
"After the deal is done I become his property, his queen, his slave..........his lover"
I say lightly.

"And your telling me your ok with all of this?!"
He yells at me with tears in his eyes. I stand and and look away not answering him.
"Answer me!!!"
He demands. I look back at him and nod with a scoff.
"No I'm not ok with it!!! I'm ecstatic!!!. You want to know why?! Well shocking news!!! BECAUSE AS FAR AS IVE LIVED. IVE NEVER LIVED!!!!"
I yelled tears threatening to fall. Uncle Stan has tears running down his face. His fists where tightly secured. He look defeated.
"For as long as I can remember I've never been able to say to myself or anyone else. 'I'm living a good life'. Because I'm not, to be honest with you. At some point I thought I was, but then I just realized that I was just running away. Away from all of the pain away from all the suffering, and away from all the lies. Turns out no matter how far I run I'll never truly be free from all of that"
I say. My heart was clenched into a tight hold of pain. My knuckles where white. And both sadness and anger boiled through me. I hated it. This was all so suffocating. I just want it to stop. I want it all to stop. I feel a hand on my shoulder. I look up and see uncle Stan crying his eyes out as he brings me Into an embrace.