what am i to you • tk

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I'm here now at rooftop, sitting alone. I sigh.

There's a tears building in my eyes and I quickly wipe it.

"It's okay tae..."

I close my eyes, feeling the air..

After a seconds, I open my eyes then I stare at the buildings that I see..

"W-Why are they hugging each other?"

"W-why did she kiss him?"

"W-What are they talking?"

I sigh and my tears fall. I smiled sadly..

"Why do you care taehyung?"

"You're overacting, you're just his bestfriend.."

"You should not feel jealous.."

"But you can't help... You feel jealous because you love him..."

My heart aches. I sigh, I wipe my tears and look down.

I suddenly remember Jieun..

"W-Why is she angry with me?"

"YAH! I said look at yourself, open your eyes and look at yourself, you're ugly, thin, just faggot, ggukie doesn't deserved you"

I felt a tears again building in my eyes and I wipe it. I don't want to cry. I can't.

I look at the sky and I close my eyes.

"you are my fairy, my angel, my bub, my happiness, and my l-love okay?"

His love? I smiled at the thoughts.

"I-It's so hard to fall in love..."

I close my eyes again...

'JUNGKOOK POV'

I suddenly remember when she make me blush a bit.. when she kiss my cheeks, when she hug me and I hugged her back. When she play with my hair...

I sigh and look down.

"You okay gguk?"

I look at her, she's smiling at me.

"Y-Yeah.."

I remember her confession...

"I have something to tell you gguk"

"I like you"

I stare at her, she's eating while smiling.. she have long eyelashes, beautiful eyes, high nose, black short hair, a mole in her cheeks. She's beautiful... yeah she is.

My thoughts suddenly stop when tae's boxy smile and his puffy red eyes flashed on my mind..

*ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug ddug

I quickly stand up.

"Oh? Why did you stand up?"

"I'm going to school, I-I have something to do.."

"Hey, you didn't finish your food" - she pout

I sigh.

"I'm going now, I just pay" - then I walk away, leaving her alone

I run to the school.

My eyes searching for tae then I spotted him with the squads with bogum.